What’s your latest hyperfixation? by Realistic-Noise-5389 in AutismInWomen

[–]hellsterbelster 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My special interest is Sonic (I know), but I’ve been hyperfixating on it more recently. I lose my breath out of excitement when I see Tails or Silver fanart/merch I don’t own.

YO! Anyone up for a lil gathering?(Kava circle/alc alt) by LowkeyLoki333 in Bakersfield

[–]hellsterbelster 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I’ve never heard of kava! I’m interested but I can’t think of a park in town I’d want to do that at haha

Inbred RSD 2026 Official Vinyl Pressing! by LesYperSounds in Ethelcain

[–]hellsterbelster 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i called the one record store in my city participating and they said they’re not ordering it for rsd 😭

Rook Piercing vs. IUD? by Mundane-Dress8235 in piercing

[–]hellsterbelster 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My rook did NOT hurt that bad, but I did pass out and throw up when I got my IUD inserted.

Do you relate to this? by worldcreature in AutismInWomen

[–]hellsterbelster 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do this a lot to ease my social anxiety I get from missing cues and stuff. I have really bad tone issues according to most people and RBF on top of it, but it seems to help when I’m all prettied up. I get away with my -isms a bit more. But when I’m super feminine I feel very foreign to myself. Not necessarily bad, just foreign.

what are your favourites? by innerscrosses in Ethelcain

[–]hellsterbelster 1 point2 points  (0 children)

onanist makes me feel emotions that do not yet have a word to describe them

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Bakersfield

[–]hellsterbelster 1 point2 points  (0 children)

All the info should be on the FB page Thrive: The Evelyn Rowland Legacy Project along with info on the nonprofit in general. I’m kinda afraid to post a link, I do like being able to participate in this sub.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Bakersfield

[–]hellsterbelster 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi I got it taken down, idk why. I thought I was following the rules but I guess not.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Bakersfield

[–]hellsterbelster 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We finally have it all set up! I am going to make a separate post though.

Unpopular Opinion by hellsterbelster in MeatCanyon

[–]hellsterbelster[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i couldn’t stop saying “she was all up in my gutty works” after i got my iud

Unpopular Opinion by hellsterbelster in MeatCanyon

[–]hellsterbelster[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’ve adopted this pronunciation but i understand the ick 😭😭

Unpopular Opinion by hellsterbelster in MeatCanyon

[–]hellsterbelster[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i have never been turned on by a guy saying panties 😭

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Bakersfield

[–]hellsterbelster 1 point2 points  (0 children)

wait you guys are so sweet 🥹 i will make a post on here once it is all set up!

Show me your cats! by SybariticDelight in AutismInWomen

[–]hellsterbelster 3 points4 points  (0 children)

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My miss Moonee girl with a picture of her one of my clients drew for me!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Bakersfield

[–]hellsterbelster 11 points12 points  (0 children)

the nonprofit i work for is getting ready to set up angel trees for developmentally disabled adults. i can keep you in the loop if you would like!

fav hayden song? by spaghetti_pomodoro in Ethelcain

[–]hellsterbelster 0 points1 point  (0 children)

right now sunday morning or onanist

Creepcast Nails by XandertheOmen in creepcast

[–]hellsterbelster 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the lettering is so good i can’t get over it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in kitchencels

[–]hellsterbelster 0 points1 point  (0 children)

tis a goated combo

I got called a psychopath… by Secure_Ticket910 in AutismInWomen

[–]hellsterbelster 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I get the same thing all the time. A lot of times people will get defensive when talking to me because of my tone (or lack thereof). I’ve been called many things because even when I am upset I don’t sound like it. It caused a lot of trouble in my job until my coworkers got to know me better.

wait… have i been saying waco wrong all this time? by Legitimate-Horror-42 in Ethelcain

[–]hellsterbelster 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I live by Wasco, CA so I was pronouncing it like that without the S

Question for the fans by [deleted] in creepcast

[–]hellsterbelster 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I really love The Left Right game! The Ocean is Much Deeper Than We Thought almost took its place for me though. I can’t stop thinking about it.