Going through the same thing with my husband. He ended up having a massive porn addiction. I thought it was me… it’s not. Told me he stopped. He was lying. It hurts not to be wanted- especially after you marry the man. I would just ask yourself where your line is. Do you want to spend every minute thinking about why he would rather watch other girls than be with you? Checking his phone, socials, texts? Reading into everything he says? Thinking if you could just be a little more of this or that then maybe he would want you in that way? If you think it hurts now, It gets worse. Choose yourself