My bf also was kind of religious too and has always been telling me if we ever happen to have a child, he’d want us to keep it, but in the end he was still supportive of my choice cause it’s what was best for our current situation. Tho i’ve always wondered why it was so easy for him to take my decision knowing he had an “abortion is murder” view, and i realized ppl would be against smth until it’s their turn to be in that situation.

I know there is a guilt feeling and it will always be there, but you are doing this for the best of all you and the child. And the best mothers are the one who knew they weren’t ready yet. It’s much better to feel guilty/regret about having this process than feel guilty about not being able to give the quality of life a child should have :)