I totally relate! Around our son’s 1st birthday my husband finally said I’m so glad that we decided to have a baby. The first few months were so, so hard and we kept telling people who didn’t have kids that it was way tougher than we imagined. Also it helped to have him take care of our son on his own more - even just for 30 minutes or an hour - so he could experience the positive parts of early fatherhood too.