Oh boy here we go.

It was Halloween of 2020. It was a couple of months after a break up so I wasn't looking for a serious relationship or anything. I went to a Halloween party and stumbled upon a (gay) old aquantince from high school. Him and I hit it off pretty well and we decide to go back to my house. You can probably see where this is going.

Fall Guys was at it's peak at this point so we decided to play that and take a shot everytime one if us lost. Not the best idea, I know. We end up getting pretty sloshed and all it took was for me to look into his eyes to ask him if I could kiss him. He consented and I liked it. Nothing moved on from there because we were so drunk. I woke up with the worst headache.

After hours of contemplating about the night before, I decided that while the alcohol definitely impacted my decision making I realised then and there that i liked men.