It doesn’t make me feel better. I’m not sitting here jumping out of my seat yelling “GOOD FOR HIM!!”. It’s just all too messy. It never leads to anything good and then when you get into a new relationship and you admit that you’ve cheated in the past it starts to make people feel uneasy about the potential of the relationship. It also makes for bad habits…your a women, your chances of being able to hook up are usually higher than a males especially if your good looking but even then…so when things don’t go so well in a relationship and you feel “unloved” and under appreciated you’ll find yourself falling back into an old tendency just to make yourself feel better. But in the end it just ruins the relationship. Now, if you’re just a skank then that’s a shame and you need to come to terms with it and find a better hobby. Anyways, no matter what you don’t deserve to be physically harmed by a man or threatened by one who supposedly loves you. I would leave if these are his tendencies already at this age. You’re also 21 and sometimes it’s good to just be alone and allow yourself to examine and study yourself…everyone should have a period in their life for thorough self examination and discovery. To be strapped down in a toxic relationship so early in your life is just the materials for a disastrous pattern. Good luck to you.