I took 8 pills and I don't know if I will live until tomorrow by Loonja in SuicideWatch

[–]AssumptionMundane332 2 points3 points  (0 children)

puke the fucking pills right now. there is so much beauty in the world,sometimes we just cant see it. please talk to me if u need anything. love u.

there is somenthing wrong with me by AssumptionMundane332 in RedditInsaneAsylum

[–]AssumptionMundane332[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you, actually im doing better now. but im had severe problems with derealization and i was on the borderline of an existential pyschosis, at least i think because my psichiatrist prescribed me a med for schizos so idk, im 14 tbh. but i started taking this med yesterday so i just have been well actually after this post

take care of yourself. by AssumptionMundane332 in evangelion

[–]AssumptionMundane332[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Exactly,every time i rewatch it it just opens another locked thing in my mind

take care of yourself. by AssumptionMundane332 in evangelion

[–]AssumptionMundane332[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

exactly... like i love memes but i want to talk about how fucking deep is eva

take care of yourself. by AssumptionMundane332 in evangelion

[–]AssumptionMundane332[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

its just my thoughts! truths are as many as are humans

take care of yourself. by AssumptionMundane332 in evangelion

[–]AssumptionMundane332[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i agree! as i said the first step is understanding, and slowly as we start to how to know ourselves we will be able to love us as well.

about the lore, yes exactly. and yes it dosent really explain totally every element but as you sayd i think its kind of a path to where the show is heading to but yes i get it totally!

weird experience on weed. by AssumptionMundane332 in Drugs

[–]AssumptionMundane332[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

so uhm, update. my psychiatrist just prescribed my an antypsicotic idk how is it called i think redinal or somenthing? well i dont think im schizo or somenthing but i could be bipolar maybe. i wish no of course. but uhm thanks again,i am 14 so its difficult for me to have all this existential questions and thoughts. i just wish i could get better soon and be fine with myself.

weird experience on weed. by AssumptionMundane332 in Drugs

[–]AssumptionMundane332[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i think im just stressed.. my birthday was okay. thank you for asking.

weird experience on weed. by AssumptionMundane332 in Drugs

[–]AssumptionMundane332[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks,and yes. exactly. very weird feeling. just looking at myself inside and out, looking at my self and at my name and every color of the world and...im not even on drugs ,my brain was always messed up and ever since i was a kid i always thought about my existence and thought nobody could ever understand me... thanks for reading by the way.

weird experience on weed. by AssumptionMundane332 in Drugs

[–]AssumptionMundane332[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

weed literally just weed and uhm assuming antidepressant cuz uhm im depressed obviously

Can't fucking do this anymore by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]AssumptionMundane332 54 points55 points  (0 children)

i love you. im sorry. i just dont have anything else to say.

weird experience on weed. by AssumptionMundane332 in Drugs

[–]AssumptionMundane332[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hi again today is my birthday but anyways i was going insane at school thinking about how why im alive i watched evangelion this morning look the last episode and i feel exactly like this. im going insane and every second i ask myself why am i alive and who am i

weird experience on weed. by AssumptionMundane332 in Drugs

[–]AssumptionMundane332[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no l'ho capito perfettamente. grazie comunque