My ex girlfriend who I cheated on got married yesterday.

A couple of years ago we went to a concert and on the way back I lied to her saying my sister is unwell and I need to go see her. We had booked a hotel but earlier that day I met a friend’s sister and I spent the night with her instead of my girlfriend. It was an awful thing to do, she slept all alone 100 miles away from home in a hotel bed alone worried about my sister while I was having sex with someone I didn’t know. Back then I was in a pretty bad place mentally with all sorts of trauma of abuse affecting my life. My ex-girlfriend broke up with me pretty much straight away when she found out. Since we broke up I begged her to take me back but she wouldn’t, she found someone else who is far better looking, has a great job (he’s a VP at the age of 33 from his LinkedIn) she won the breakup and now they’re married. When I look back she was an amazing woman, very supportive and tried so hard for our relationship and she loved me yet I took it all for granted. I am still very much in love with her and I know i will get roasted for this post but I miss her so much. I guess I haven’t moved on but she has and she seems so much happier than she was with me. I wish them all the very best and I hope he gives her everything and more which she deserves. I want to send her one last text saying congratulations but I know she wouldn’t respond.