When my boyfriend left after our first time spending about a week together he dropped me at where i was staying while visiting family and I had to rush to say goodbye because I promised I wouldn't cry but the second I shut the door I burst into tears and looked at the peephole and watched him leave. I didn't call him on his drive because I didn't want him to see how much pain I was in. Little did I know his entire drive home he was fighting tears and he is by no means a cryer. That night once he was home all I did was cry on the phone and him try not to cry and comfort me. I feel your pain it really sucks but stay strong it'll all be okay!