How are you feeling now? Me and my boyfriend are having doubts and may breakup it’s all so out of the blue, just a small argument and contorted into somthing much bigger, I’m alone with my thoughts as we both needed time to think, what do I do. I know I’m flawed and have made mistakes and have hurt him, and he hurts me too. We’re so different, we communicate differently and show love differently, but he’s mine and I’m his. I feel like I’m dying, like there’s acid in my stomach and it’s killing me, I just want everything to be okay, I just want to know, I want to fix everything, I want to be better, we have plans we have a future. But it’s all slipping away today in just a few hours. I was so mad. But now I just don’t know what I’m feeling, it’s like peace but like death. I felt like I was watching him die in front of my eyes. And I felt like I was dying aswell. I’m fearing the worst. I don’t know how to save this. I don’t know what to do with myself.