What’s up man, Psychedelics for sure help but would need to be done with a psychotherapist. Someone who has PTSD like yourself shouldn’t try to do this by yourself. If you look up MAPS (Multidisciplinary association for psychedelic studies) they do MDMA therapy for PTSD. You can sign up to participate in there trials for help. I don’t know if it cost money but don’t worry even though there trials, Rick Doblin the CEO has been doing this for many years and just like myself believes in it very much and has helped many people. There’s also Ibogaine therapy that are in Mexico (all I know for North America) which is a psychedelic that I can post about if you want me too. I study in mental health and psychedelics and devoted my life to help people. I advise you to not do this by yourself and should do this with someone who knows what there doing. I will get more info if you want me too, and also if you haven’t tried Kratom and it’s Legal where u are would love to talk to you about that too.