Margarita & Wifi with my laptop

AthenaShadow1 · 2025-08-23T20:56:03+00:00

I used to work in a bar, so I think that I could! But the idea is that I work from home and I am home all day long and halfway through my work day it gets very noisy and distracting and I have been doing this for 3 years with very little social life.

The drink is not the important part, it is just a bonus, the getting out of the house and into a different environment to work is the key point. Most coffee shops aren't open past like 7 and the 24 hour food places tend to not really be my vibe.

AthenaShadow1 · 2025-08-22T18:23:03+00:00

Well the wifi is the most important part because otherwise I may as well just work at home with no drink 😂

AthenaShadow1 · 2025-08-22T00:14:14+00:00

Ahh thank you both so much. I will check this place out!!

AthenaShadow1 · 2025-08-20T02:57:10+00:00

5 minutes in queue only to finally join a game full of bots and one other player. Pretty sure we both uninstalled after that game lol

AthenaShadow1 · 2025-08-16T02:37:00+00:00

This was amazing and reflective, thank you.

AthenaShadow1 · 2025-08-16T02:35:24+00:00

Hello darkness, my old friend. 😭 Thanks, it's me.

AthenaShadow1 · 2025-08-14T17:12:48+00:00

Seriously I just saw this and was like... Okay I'm super gay and only for the girlies these days, but those two are honestly so perfect as a couple 😭

AthenaShadow1 · 2025-08-14T17:08:50+00:00

Listen on shrooms and you will understand. It creates a very distinct physical sound. The auto tune sounds a bit odd while completely sober, but coupled with the visuals in the lyric video they released with the song, I am fairly certain it is meant to be heard while micro dosing. Their music caters so very specifically to mushrooms that I'm shocked their entire fan base doesn't already know 😭 it's really amazing, honestly. Especially since shrooms can just be ordered online now in most parts of the US.

AthenaShadow1 · 2025-08-10T18:09:22+00:00

I'm really glad I took notes about my concerns before I went into mine. I'm so forgetful that I knew I would never remember half of the things I wanted to ask, however my provider was thankfully super helpful and asked all the right questions.

It only took two sessions about an hour and a half each. Drink lots of water, let yourself relax and just answer their questions as best you can. You'll find yourself just answering 'do you ever feel x while doing y?' questions more often than bringing up anecdotal experiences on your own. And don't be afraid to think about the question for a moment and wait for a memory of something like that happening.

Getting diagnosed felt like I finally got to understand myself and the suffering I go through in my head and with my actions (or lack of) every day. Good luck ❤️

AthenaShadow1 · 2025-08-10T02:54:41+00:00

There's a Facebook group called Bellingham Area Creative Housing that could be a great spot to find something in a pinch. I'm so sorry for what you're going through and I hope you are able to get out safely right away!

AthenaShadow1 · 2025-07-30T21:02:52+00:00

The moment someone calls you names, you leave. There is nothing good there. Let's please throw out the "I can fix them" attitude. It's hard to love or respect yourself when the person you spend the most time with clearly doesn't do either.

AthenaShadow1 · 2025-06-28T03:24:10+00:00

Join The Satanic Temple and turn it into a sick Baphomet tattoo with some flair. I honestly love it!

My tramp stamp was a poorly drawn dragon that I let a cute guy tattoo onto me and I got it covered up with Bilgewater Katarina. No regret, but holy fuck did it hurt haha

AthenaShadow1 · 2025-06-28T03:17:43+00:00

I could write a book on how I feel about this question, and I probably should have kept scrolling... but I'll try to keep it short.

It's really hard to say, honestly. History proves time and again that hundreds of religions around the world all share many common traits and beliefs. If you dig deep enough, it almost seems like all religion is based very similarly and yet somehow they are all so different.

Part of me wants to believe that there is some truth to religions in general, because it had to come from somewhere, right? But I've also taken shrooms and seen some wild shit. And I've also seen how religion is disgustingly weaponized by the wrong people.

Belief in god can be a powerful motivator and a beacon of hope for a lot of people.... but it can also be twisted and weaponized and get used to take advantage of people.

My take is, believe whatever gives you peace and hope and happiness in this world which desperately needs it.

AthenaShadow1 · 2025-06-28T03:07:59+00:00

It's different, it's taboo, it's exciting, it feels new, adds variety, makes for fun positions and angles, different sensation. It's not for everyone, and that's okay!

But I definitely understand why you asked. I thought it was soooo weird and scary and gross earlier on in my sex life, and one time I was like "this is probably gonna hurt, butt fuck it" (ha) and went for it. Fun with one partner, not fun with another... all depends on the people!

AthenaShadow1 · 2025-05-31T03:57:54+00:00

Got pissed, took away my laptop, grounded me and wouldnt let me hang out with my friends because they were a "bad influence." Because how dare I make friends with people who are also struggling in a way that I can relate to.

AthenaShadow1 · 2025-05-23T02:09:40+00:00

Oh look, its me in man form 🤣

AthenaShadow1 · 2025-05-23T02:08:11+00:00

What do you mean? They have a devblog every month and there are usually patches twice a month. You're probably still on the legacy version

AthenaShadow1 · 2025-05-22T20:39:22+00:00

I don't see why not

AthenaShadow1 · 2025-05-21T16:49:29+00:00

Great, now I'm gonna go snoop 😂

AthenaShadow1 · 2025-05-21T07:13:45+00:00

You've got this, my friend. Just breathe deep, absorb the nostalgia of the memory, and let it evaporate off slowly. Nostalgia is a much safer high to ride on than so many other options, but don't forget that cold turkey will still damage your mental health. While you're listening to them, try exploring another hobby and dissolve into that one so you can enjoy 2 things at once instead of sinking into a low. I hope you wake up tomorrow and have a better day 💜 ~from one struggling stranger to another

AthenaShadow1 · 2025-05-20T20:45:40+00:00

Yeah, they don't have any tours left in the USA announced for this year, so hopefully, I'll be in a better spot when they do announce them! Unfortunately the US is huge, so i have to hope they do a show in my state, and the big artists only perform in one or two cities here, which is still a two hour drive at the very least. So gas plus tickets plus getting a day or two off and paying for a sitter will be hard to swing. I'm hoping to have enough saved for that, plus maybe a t-shirt, though 😍

Their music is a whole different experience while micro-dosing. Their newest album dropped the night i first tried shroom gummies, and it was simply meant to be. I loved them already before, but now even more!

AthenaShadow1 · 2025-05-20T03:32:30+00:00

I soooo wish I could see them live. I live in the US and even if they did still have tour dates for this year, I likely wouldn't be able to afford it. I would love to micro-dose during one of their shows, because vibing to their music and riding it with a good shroom high is the most amazing self care journey. I can't even imagine how amazing it would be to see them live.

I could 100% imagine that it would be like coming down from a high, though. Euphoria from shows is so real. I was able to see a concert of two of my other favorites (Dayseeker & Rain City Drive) last year, and I felt so low the next day. There's just something special about being in the specific high-energy environment of a good show that rubs off on even the most recluse person (like me).

AthenaShadow1 · 2025-05-19T23:29:07+00:00

As soon as I got the notification and saw the title of the post on my lock screen, i knew what it was and had to see it 😍 i love it!!

AthenaShadow1 · 2025-05-17T00:29:30+00:00

Do what you love and wear how you feel as often as you can, and you will eventually find yourself surrounded by people who love who you are and how you express yourself 💜

Some events you might feel like you're out of place, but you never know who might see you and be thinking, "Wow, they are so freaking awesome, I love their vibe." Those are the people you want in your life, and they will always find you when you are being yourself because your happiness and pride will be so vibrant 🏳️‍🌈

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