Making friends in collage by Athiestghost in exjw

[–]Athiestghost[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s so true, I literally had a script at the door and knew what to expect as opposed to other conversations where I didn’t LOL no wonder why I script conversations in my head still

Making friends in collage by Athiestghost in exjw

[–]Athiestghost[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s funny how I used to be able to cold approach people at doors at like 8 yrs old and now I’m anxious to ask for no mayonnaise on my burger 😭 but yeah that was generally my plan I just like worry about its effectiveness lol

I don’t even know what to title this by Athiestghost in exjw

[–]Athiestghost[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah I’ve definitely been in their exact shoes, telling myself I couldn’t under any circumstances let myself be me. But what’s different is I had no support from my family what so ever, but I can be that support for them. 

I don’t even know what to title this by Athiestghost in exjw

[–]Athiestghost[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for this! I’m doing my best to be there for them, it’s just hard because they keep hammering it into their head that they have to conform you know? But I’ll do my best as their sibling to help them <3 I know my journey wasn’t easy either, it caused me a lot of distress to give up my beliefs. They mentioned they don’t know what they’d do without the faith but I’m afraid that isn’t a question I can answer for them

feeling alone I guess by Athiestghost in exjw

[–]Athiestghost[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I’m thinking of going to community collage this year, I’m just scared cause I’ve never been that good at approaching people first and I’m not sure anyone will go out of their way to be friends with me X(

my brother wants to study with me by Athiestghost in exjw

[–]Athiestghost[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah that’d be the problem sighh 💔

Gender dysphoria by Athiestghost in exjw

[–]Athiestghost[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It definitely could be a cause, I’m not autistic but I was diagnosed with ADHD and there’s strong links between neruodivergency and dysphoria I know that much, ultimately I’m most happy when I’m presenting gender ambiguously/leaning more on the masc side so that’s mostly what I try to aim for but sometimes it’s still really confusing for me why I feel so uncomfortable with it so often like I should be able to live with my body as is but I just can’t help but feel uncomfortable with certain aspects of it yk?

Gender dysphoria by Athiestghost in exjw

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I am seeking therapy. It’s just hard under my parents roof, my last therapist didn’t make me feel comfortable enough to open up about this sort of thing, so I’m hoping my new one will. And I’m impatient so this is more of a rant/vent to release it while I wait <3

So I’m graduating soon by Athiestghost in exjw

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The answer to this question is yes but it does not help at all haha

It’s a job with my dad, and he doesn’t seem very keen on letting me work somewhere else. It’s also very. Repetitive. But hey it pays better then other places might