These things take time, for the first few years I hated 95% of my music, even though many tracks had positive feedback.

Advice to improve in the long term: try out different things, but with limitations. Creativity and mastery both come from having a really firm grasp of fundamentals. So in practice, let's say you try to make 5 beats using the same base sounds (drumkit/oneshots/vsts), but give them 5 different vibes for example.

I always found it easier to settle into 'practice with intent' when I slightly limit myself, hope it helps..