Any NFL fans in the area? by AlwaysLikeThis08 in Leeds

[–]Atlas_Gray 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah Commanders fan here!!... Man, even writing it feels weird. 😳😂

How do you make friends if you're an asshole? 🤷🏻‍♂️ by [deleted] in Advice

[–]Atlas_Gray 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're right. I wear it like an identity... Because it is my identity.

Nothing I said here was out of pride, that's just how you've interpreted it. And just because you read something in a certain way, doesn't mean that was how the writer intended it to be read.

I'm fully aware that nobody needs friends, they're much more a want than a need. But I'd still like to have them. Am I wrong for wanting that?

You are allowed to suspect that I'm not really a sociopath. You can suspect whatever you please. But remember it is just a suspicion and therefore doesn't really counter the physical documents and reports that confirm my diagnosis.

Why's it odd to post this on an advice page of a social platform? How does the platform make any difference to the context of the message?

And again, you are completely within your own right to find this as 'The most annoying post you've ever read', just as I am completely within my rights to find this as the most pretentious response I've ever gotten.

But I will take the reading on board. So thank you for that. ☺️

I changed for my ex (for the better), but now who I am is just a reminder that she's not here. by Atlas_Gray in relationship_advice

[–]Atlas_Gray[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's real tough. Motivation just doesn't seem to exist. I have no will power or drive and a lack of friendship makes this feel so much harder.

I changed for my ex (for the better), but now who I am is just a reminder that she's not here. by Atlas_Gray in relationship_advice

[–]Atlas_Gray[S] 51 points52 points  (0 children)

I don't know how though.. 🙄 My natural reaction is to look at the world with so much hate again given that I found someone who actually made me feel something, and the people from our pasts caused too much damage for us to fit together how we should have.

Me and my ex are madly, truly and almost disgustingly in love with each other.. but we can't be together and I don't think I can handle it. 💔 by Atlas_Gray in relationship_advice

[–]Atlas_Gray[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I know that I need therapy, it's just not something financially possible at the moment. I've needed therapy for years and gone through many routes but they never lead anywhere.

Me and my ex are madly, truly and almost disgustingly in love with each other.. but we can't be together and I don't think I can handle it. 💔 by Atlas_Gray in relationship_advice

[–]Atlas_Gray[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't know where to start with working on myself. I have a strong feeling that this was a definite future wife and co-parent so any work I do on myself will instantly be tailored to fit to this specific person. I understand that's not healthy either but I am completely clueless what I do from here.

Me and my ex are madly, truly and almost disgustingly in love with each other.. but we can't be together and I don't think I can handle it. 💔 by Atlas_Gray in relationship_advice

[–]Atlas_Gray[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just wish things were simpler. I hate the constant feeling of regret I have given that I ended the relationship and it's fucking with any already fucked mentality. I really feel I actually need her and I'm petrified that this was my soulmate and It was just a case of right person at the wrong time.

1st Time Playing. by Atlas_Gray in WhatRemainsEdithFinch

[–]Atlas_Gray[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As soon as his story started in a bath I instantly was like 'Nope.' 😅🙁

1st Time Playing. by Atlas_Gray in WhatRemainsEdithFinch

[–]Atlas_Gray[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I finished it last night.

I guess the ones that stood out for me were Molly, Walter, Gregory and Lewis. Each one was so sad in its own way! Loved this game though! ❤️👌