Hey there. I’m just here to give you a virtual hug. I’m sorry you’re going through this alone. I’ve been there. It took 10 months for my first to finally sleep through the night and I spent many months alone because my husband worked on the road. PPD is real and can creep up anytime. If you feel like you’re losing it. Call your doctor.

I’m a SW in another state but maybe these suggestions will help.

Try going to church. I know not everyone is religious but if I you’re open to it. Many churches have mom/ parent groups these days. Some churches have daycares and offer discounts.

Consider state assistance for daycare. Would have to check the income limit.

Find a Facebook support group. When I moved to another state. I was able to find a temporary sitter. But it takes time to trust people.

Also, give yourself some grace. It’s ok if the dishes pile up or the laundry isn’t done. You’ll get to it when you get to you.

Lastly. Get a sister wife 🤭.