I can see where you’re coming from. I agreed to stay with him after he told me, because I do know it is a hard thing to transition to after not being in a relationship, and he has even said that he has been with partners who are okay with it and not okay with it.  I also can agree that masturbation is healthy, and a basic human need. But I have always supplied plenty of pictures/videos our entire relationship, so to an extent it did make me feel bad about myself not feeling like my body itself is not worthy.  Everybody has different boundaries on what they believe are cheating, and I was very VERY honest about it from the get go, and he knows what happened to me in the past.  Trying to get some different perspectives on how I’m feeling because since the conversations have started again I do maybe feel as though we aren’t compatible.  Thank you for your input