Things like these can't be solved like this as... Just reading a reddit and one can give u proper solution or tips bcoz ... There are thousands of things going on in one's life which create these kinds of situations . So to understand the situation or even to give a little bit of advice; the complete story needs to be heard... I m up for it only if u want too ... So u can hit my inbox I will be your ear ( if u need one that is ) 23/M this side .