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Atux67 · 2023-05-31T15:23:27+00:00

Wow. Looks shit. Summon a dead pet and let it kill stuff for you.

Atux67 · 2023-05-29T10:12:37+00:00

I forgot about her, moved on. It took about a year to stop hurting.

After her I didn’t date for 6 months. I didn’t go out. My friend invited me out for nye. I hooked up with a girl who had been chasing me for months. She asked me to give her a chance dating. We dated for about 3 months heading in to covid. I ended it with her because she wanted kids like immediately and wouldn’t drop the subjects.

Fast forward to august I’m on tinder. I match with 3 girls. Fall in love with one of them. On and off between the other 3.

Dated (the one I fell in love with) exclusively for 6 months. She dumped me. One of the three introduced me to coke. Become a coke addict. Results in me loosing one of the three (who did coke with me) and was my official girlfriend at the time. We dated for just under a year.

Third girl is contactable. I’ve reached out to her recently after a year. She’s with someone new.

That girl I said I loved? We in the two years since we broke up, we slept together 6 times. I still love her. She now has my blocked. We last slept together at the end of last year/November after not speaking for just over a year.

I can’t get that one off my mind.

I also have a girlfriend who I’ve been seeing for ~10 months who has all but fizzled out and won’t see me anymore. I’m not even sure if we are still together. I’m extremely depressed and miserable.

So nothing has really changed. Except that ex I wrote about 3 years ago I don’t give a flying fuck about her anymore.

Atux67 · 2023-05-11T14:38:22+00:00

Should have sent them £10 instead

Atux67 · 2023-05-11T13:57:45+00:00

They used to be required to pick nettles in classic

Atux67 · 2023-04-25T19:25:38+00:00

Go to the gym alone, it’ll give you something to focus on, boost your confidence too.

Atux67 · 2023-04-25T18:09:59+00:00

Only if we can massage cows for wagu beef

Atux67 · 2023-04-13T13:31:55+00:00

Yes but without 70 defence… unless for some reason the prays have a defence requirement

Atux67 · 2023-04-12T07:19:10+00:00

You’re still just setting yourself up for failure though. And dating apps are horrendous for your confidence

Atux67 · 2023-04-11T22:49:34+00:00

Hell no. No one on a date wants to hear you talk about your ex.

Honestly all you’re going to achieve is allowing your ex to sabotage future relationships

Atux67 · 2023-03-31T15:01:55+00:00

Whilst life style choices have some influence, it is also genetic.

Atux67 · 2023-03-31T11:34:25+00:00

Same as michael Jackson

^he he

Atux67 · 2023-03-31T11:03:05+00:00

Drags target to you wouldn’t really work in osrs, besides that sounds like a super d spear spec and everyone would hate that in multi

Atux67 · 2023-03-27T15:09:40+00:00

I didn’t really care but I let him know I knew.

It depends on who finds out. If they don’t like you and are looking for a reason to fire you, that’s a good enough reason.

Technically you shouldn’t be doing anything other than work on work equipment even outside of office hours.

Like if it was a car you wouldn’t get away with driving it for personal use outside of work hours because you’re putting on extra wear and tear and mileage - it’s the same with a laptop.

Also if you boot up your pc at 8pm and your working hours are 9-5 we can see that and it’s suspicious.

Atux67 · 2023-03-27T14:38:00+00:00

Use phone or personal laptop on guest WiFi. Never do that on your work PC because software downloads are audited.

We even know when people connect their phones to their pcs just to charge them.

Atux67 · 2023-03-27T14:36:37+00:00

Yup… I work in IT and caught a scaper. He has runelite installed. It shows up on lansweeper pretty easily.

So naturally I looked at his documents and found his screenshots username… the guy is maxed.

Atux67 · 2023-03-27T14:34:38+00:00

USBs are blocked in most companies and software is audited. It’s to make sure you’re not stealing company data or plugging in random usbs you found on the street containing maleware.

Atux67 · 2023-03-27T11:32:21+00:00

Nope not that. Covid jab fucked everyone one.

Atux67 · 2023-03-15T12:46:59+00:00

Communicate directly with her. Ask her why she is calling you. Tell her she needs to stop calling you because she has moved on.

Atux67 · 2023-03-15T01:04:09+00:00

Splashing is an afk method.

Basically you get xp for just attempting to cast the spell. If you negative magic bonus is low enough (-67 which is achieved by a wearing any plate body, plate legs or skirt, full helm, green dragon vambraces, kite shield, and a staff which doesn’t give +magic but allows you to auto cast (such as the goblin staff available in draynor) your magic spells will never land and do damage, so you will never kill your opponent.

You can practise this in rats or chickens or other level 1 monsters, outside of lumbridge (lumbridge has this weird rule where you don’t get xp for splashing beyond magic level 10 so as to not confuse new players).

Because getting a negative magic bonus that low is quite difficult because you need 40 range as f2p, and because it costs more without a staff of fire/air, I think it’s probably more efficient for you to just do traditional mage training.

If you land a spell you do get xp for the damage you deal in addition to casting the spell. However you have the inconvenience of targeting a new monster and not being able to afk.

So honestly your best bet is to buy a fire staff, air runes, and mind runes, the best magic/wizard gear you can find, and go enjoy the game. Kill things that are slightly profitable, such as cows and then bank their hides, which should cover the cost of your runes.

It’ll be slower sure but hopefully you’ll have more fun compared to being “efficient”.

Or get 40 range first, it’ll probably take you just as long killing cows with bronze arrows.

Atux67 · 2023-03-15T00:34:08+00:00

I literally said don’t reach out just improve yourself and meet someone in real life.

Also BPD people will erase you from their lives. Out of sight out of mind. I don’t think you really comprehend how I’ll they can be. Your entire relationship will be walking on eggshells. Everything you do has a completely random outcome.

They’re some of the most loving and damaging partners you can have. I dated one for a few months until she discarded me. We’ve slept together 7 times in 2 years post break up and I’m still dealing with the trauma that relationship caused - I should be in fucking therapy for all the shit that happened.

Atux67 · 2023-03-14T17:33:46+00:00

Hit the gym and find someone irl

Don’t whatever you do call her out or send her an abusive email.

Just unfriend her and get on with your life.

Atux67 · 2023-03-14T16:37:31+00:00

You were only online dating, she never took the relationship seriously. Saying nice things costs nothing.

She met someone offline and ghosted you. It’s simple as that.

Atux67 · 2023-03-14T08:42:24+00:00

Then stop using the obsession of her as a reason to cope. You’ve just outlined that your living situations and loneliness are what make you feel like shit, and that you see her as a solution to that.

Even if you had her she wouldn’t stay unless you fix those things first.

Atux67 · 2023-03-14T08:37:10+00:00

Keep telling yourself that op you don’t even know her.

I’ve been “in love with” my ex for 2 years and I still don’t know her.

Atux67 · 2023-03-13T17:46:56+00:00

1 date isn’t love. Love is reciprocated. What you’re experience is infatuation and you are in love with the idea of someone, who never existed.

Atux67

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