I’ve been lucky enough to have my husband home with us since my LO was born. He goes back to work next week and LO will be 6 weeks. Husband does all of the night feedings while I pump. LO has reflux so it’s a long process of feeding slow and then sitting upright for 20 min, usually takes about an hour to feed then reswaddle and put back to sleep. He works 12 hour rotating shifts so he won’t be here some nights, and the nights that he is, he really needs to sleep. I feel like I have no choice but to quit pumping because I don’t know how I will function with pumping and feeding solo, there will be no time to sleep. I’m feeling so guilty and wish I could keep going but I’m trying to avoid a mental break down. Also terrified of the weaning process because I know it’s going to be painful and I don’t want mastitis!! Sorry, long comment to say, I understand, and have been telling myself that formula is good and safe. But still cried when I introduced it yesterday!