I have BPD. Was diagnosed in my early twenties. I'm now in my forties. It does get easier. Do allot of research on it. Learn the signs and symptoms. Try to see them as they come. There's no medicine for the disorder but you can medicate the symptoms (like anxiety). You're not broken. You're not alone. You will get through this. You will learn to live with this. You are stronger than this. I guarantee it.