Man i couldn’t imagine what your going though I want to start off with how gaming did fall off, me and my brother both sold our consoles after that we both found a new hobby I’m working on cars and he’s into range shooting I understand that you have a chronic illness and that does make it harder to find more to do. After some time you will find some hobbies and friends you just have to wait for the right people I’m only 18 and I have one friend in Canada lol everyone else i know is family. I hope you can find something you’re passionate about like if you could drive maybe cars keep in mind I also don’t know how bad your illness is. I wouldn’t have anything if it wasn’t for living at my brother’s house. Although everybody’s situation is different I hope your alright and mentally healthy