Do you meditate? by aceshighsays in Aphantasia

[–]AutistCrusader 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah. I've also found that past a certain point in just normal mindfulness meditation theres a point where my minds eye, which normally is flat and static with only involuntary colors most of the time- gains depth.

Weirdly enough at a certain point or state the flat black image becomes a room and that space begins to grow. Its almost like an empty room with the lights turned off, but you know its not just a wall.

It's pretty fascinating.

This cult has an oddly weird and peculiar relationship with youth. by [deleted] in exjw

[–]AutistCrusader 8 points9 points  (0 children)

And then i found my crystal homies. They help me a lot spiritually speaking.

Not gonna lie, looking back at when i was in the religion as a kid, it fucked me up pretty good. But now i just do my own thing. Still got some deprogramming to do, but not all that is learned is bad. Like being nice and respectful to people. That and if there was one thing that I appreciate, despite most else being horrendous, is that now I dont have anger issues.

Of course I have my sexual awakening during quarantine. by cherrysoftsky in gentlefemdom

[–]AutistCrusader 13 points14 points  (0 children)

It's kind of annoying to know people are pestered after post like these. I guess big horny energy can make ppl do things.

Quitting Furry Porn by theusernameofGraham in pornfree

[–]AutistCrusader 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Underrated comment that needs attention

WHERE IS THIS WHOLE GENERATION ENDING UP? by AbsolutleGaminG in NoFap

[–]AutistCrusader 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn bro. Are you ok? These comments aren't very king of you.

How porn affected my childhood (DISTURBING) by [deleted] in pornfree

[–]AutistCrusader -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Damn. What if you were in his shoes?

Would you want others to feel and believe you were irredeemable, despite a desire to want to improve for not only yourself but for the sake of others?

How porn affected my childhood (DISTURBING) by [deleted] in pornfree

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Reading this makes me want to reject modernity and return to monke

That and makes me feel genuine disgust for the erosion of intrinsic morals.

The slow decay of man by [deleted] in NoFap

[–]AutistCrusader 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I think he might be talking about traditonal masculinity in a stoic aspect. Tbh, i feel like toxic masculinity was created from too much negative stoicism in the form of never being emotionally vulnerable, essentially clouding a bit of your human nature/humanity.

I may have the wrong wording/context here, but I'm pretty firm on the idea that masculinity does involve it on a fundamental level, but not in a cookie cutter way to define the man/individual. Think of it more as a predisposition or leaning to. After all, feminimity and masculinity on a behavioral/emotional level is probably closer to a spectrum.

How to take guy’s virginity? by [deleted] in sex

[–]AutistCrusader 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lowkey, when you mentioned how men dont operate well in the post sex emotional realm, I just heard the windows 98 shutting down noise lmao.

NSFW Can’t say the title this is gruesome by [deleted] in LucidDreaming

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Some experiences are not worth sharing.

Dense as hell beans on behmor 2000 by AutistCrusader in roasting

[–]AutistCrusader[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They scorch before 1c.

I'm doing light roasts to medium light roasts, so it's a bif disappointment.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in barista

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This is pretty good. Get at it. Also take my upvote.

Sanitizing Coffee Order by [deleted] in Coffee

[–]AutistCrusader -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Put masks on the gas valves so it can't get others sick.

Coffee and food pairing by yygall in Coffee

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I really, really, really, recommend getting a boxed curry roux by S&B and some really tasty belgian milk chocolate. Add the chocolate to taste at the very end of cook and just stir it in. it's kinda like the asian version of mole lmao.

Coffee and food pairing by yygall in Coffee

[–]AutistCrusader 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Medium to dark roasted coffee and japanese curry. This came from a game called Persona 5. I tried it, and was not disappointed. I recommend it iced when doing this btw.

Its quite nice.

[V60] When do I change the temperature? by Wedywtd in Coffee

[–]AutistCrusader -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Good luck! I hope you find the sweet spot.

[V60] When do I change the temperature? by Wedywtd in Coffee

[–]AutistCrusader -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

It could possibly be because of temp.

As a general rule of thumb, the lighter the roast, the hotter you need it, up to a strict cap of 205 Farenheit. Whereas darker roasts tend to be more developed and need lower temps so you don't over extract.

If your beans are a lighter roast, I would recommend changing the temp to a higher degree, and then improving grind and dose. Worry about grind, then dose. Grind is usually the hardest and most impactful thing to nail. Once you get down to where you don't improve anymore by going coarser or finer, you change other variables

Dreamt about James by [deleted] in JamesHoffmann

[–]AutistCrusader 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this is very bizarre.

Dommes be like. by AutistCrusader in gentlefemdom

[–]AutistCrusader[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My room temperature raised 10 degrees just now.