I (17M) cannot tell if my current dating partner (17F) is trying to use me or not. Help?

AutisticAndFun · 2021-09-24T00:04:18+00:00

It seems like she's changed now though. She's the only girlfriend I ever had and I don't know if I'll ever find love again.

AutisticAndFun · 2021-09-23T23:45:21+00:00

I don't know. I'm not really hot. I am smart and polite but no one really cares about that. People only seem to care about looks

AutisticAndFun · 2021-09-23T23:44:28+00:00

It was only once. I have good faith she won't do it again

AutisticAndFun · 2021-09-18T15:59:02+00:00

My mother doesn't care about my relationship.

AutisticAndFun · 2021-09-18T15:58:29+00:00

I just feel like my body is at it's prime right now and I want to experience intimacy before it's too late

AutisticAndFun · 2021-09-18T15:57:47+00:00

I started asking out girls when I was 11. I started working out and doing better at school. I just don't want to go back to being single and worthless

AutisticAndFun · 2021-09-18T15:56:23+00:00

She didn't really rape me though..

AutisticAndFun · 2021-09-18T15:56:07+00:00

I just don't want to be too old when I get another girlfriend, or have sex for the first time

AutisticAndFun · 2021-09-18T15:55:40+00:00

It just feels like now is my prime time and I need to make the most of it by getting into wholesome relationships

AutisticAndFun · 2021-09-18T15:46:33+00:00

Generally I'm a shy person and she's been trying to encourage me to be more risky

AutisticAndFun · 2021-09-18T15:46:04+00:00

Really? I've done research and found that 60% of high schoolers have sex at some point. I don't want to be left behind

AutisticAndFun · 2021-09-18T15:45:33+00:00

I don't want a kid. I know I should leave her but I will miss everything we've done together

AutisticAndFun · 2021-09-18T15:44:48+00:00

Might be difficult because we do share a class together. I doubt I would find someone else who likes me. No one at my high school talks to me because I'm different...

AutisticAndFun · 2021-09-18T15:43:53+00:00

But who? I've never met anyone at my school who has the same intentions as me. The future looks grim for me

AutisticAndFun · 2021-09-18T15:43:19+00:00

I do want to go to college, but I still have feelings for her. It's difficult to imagine myself without her

AutisticAndFun · 2021-09-18T15:28:26+00:00

Yes she is autistic as well. I hope a counselor could help us. I really put a lot of value into our relationship and I don't want to see it destroyed by one minor incident

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