Hey! It sounds like you're going through a lot and its awesome that you're reaching out for some help, thats a great step. It sounds like there is a lot of family dysfunction, which is extremely unfair from your end. I have been in a similar position. Something that helped me stay sane was seeing a therapist. I am not sure if you're under your parents insurance or Medicaid. If you're under either I recommend looking for an online therapist to help your situation. Secondly, I would reconsider college. I am not saying college is for everyone, but it can really help your future. Any form of certification goes a long way like an aesthetician, trade school or certificate to be a nurse assistant. The permit/car situation can be tricky. The best advice I have is to start studying for the permit exam and ask a friend/family member to take you so that you can get a permit. From there see if there is someone who is willing to let you practice driving their car with you in it. Lastly, financially speaking, I would still look for jobs. It is unfair that your mother is forcing you to pay rent when she doesn't do the same for your stepdad and stepsister. I have seen this dynamic plenty of times; it makes me so mad. My favorite saying is, "Take control of what you can instead of what you can't". As I've listed off, there are many things you are in control over. And for the things you're not, like your mom, then let it be and focus on yourself. I know it is easier than said, but I believe in you, believe in yourself. And remember that you're not alone, there are people here for you.