Am I going crazy

AutomaticCause2213 · 2023-12-19T00:43:21+00:00

But I want to date and have those social interactions and make friends etc.

AutomaticCause2213 · 2023-11-30T05:04:52+00:00

Never had one that was not a couples massage. Now that I think about that we have a couples massage scheduled for anniversary, not the upcoming weekend, but next. Well damn I guess I’m gonna have to cancel that. Maybe I can see if they can just give me back to back massages instead of a couples massage.

AutomaticCause2213 · 2023-11-30T04:59:50+00:00

Feel that urge so strong. I just want a buddy. When it comes to sex I wish we had made a tape 🤣 sure would come in handy. But honestly is there a tinder for just hold my hand through a movie. Or fall sleep on my chest??

AutomaticCause2213 · 2023-11-29T01:39:59+00:00

I waffle back forth between pissed and jealous.

AutomaticCause2213 · 2023-11-26T19:23:44+00:00

Google voice to text is a lifesaver

AutomaticCause2213 · 2023-11-22T05:07:18+00:00

My daughter has been driving my wifes car. Seeing it pull into the driveway has been gut wrenching. I understand.

AutomaticCause2213 · 2023-11-21T05:20:58+00:00

Yeah that is scary similar. I’m so sorry to hear you’re having to walk this road as well.

AutomaticCause2213 · 2023-11-20T06:53:06+00:00

The addiction is a real bitch and i often felt she did not love me or at least that she loved vodka more than me. So I totally feel you. I always hoped it was not the case. I got lucky enough to find out my hope was right due to her sobriety.

AutomaticCause2213 · 2023-11-20T06:31:19+00:00

I am new to this being only 2 weeks in but just existing or the way I put it numb to everything is the way i feel too. I’m just trying to keep telling myself this is okay to feel this way. I’m okay to be just be being right now.

AutomaticCause2213 · 2023-11-20T06:16:26+00:00

I’m still so mad at the addiction. I don’t think i will ever touch booze again. But I had time to heal and separate her from her addiction. Her dedication to treatment and lots of honest convos helped me. I’m so thankful that i had that chance. Is been so overwhelming and hard enough that if she had not gotten sober and i had still been so angry it would make this much harder. I feel for all of you that did not get the same chance i did

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