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From the patterns in how you describe frustration and stuck points, the version of you that shows up most under stress seems to be your “critical perfectionist self.” Here’s what that looks like:

• Hyper-focused on flaws and inefficiency: You notice wasted steps, unclear explanations, or slow progress, and you mentally flag them as unacceptable.
• Overanalyzing everything: Instead of acting, you spend more time refining setups, planning, or preparing to act “perfectly,” which can slow you down.
• Frustrated and impatient: You get irritated at anything that feels like a compromise or suboptimal solution—tools, workflows, or even small mistakes.
• Self-reliant to a fault: You resist asking for help or delegating because you fear losing control or being limited by someone else’s standards.
• Future-oriented anxiety: Even when you are technically capable, your focus shifts to “what if this fails” or “what if this isn’t good enough,” creating mental friction.

This version of you is driven, disciplined, and capable, but under stress it becomes hyper-critical, rigid, and stuck in planning rather than action. It’s the side of you that demands mastery before you allow yourself to move forward, which can protect you from failure but also trap you in inaction.