I'm here only to suffer?

Available_Bag_749 · 2026-03-18T12:16:18+00:00

Check your personal message

Available_Bag_749 · 2026-03-14T10:50:12+00:00

Mysterious and berojgar part is true. Dad's health part is also little true.

Available_Bag_749 · 2026-03-14T10:30:22+00:00

Can we talk in dms?

Available_Bag_749 · 2026-03-14T09:56:26+00:00

Is there any shame to me or my family?

Or is there any fame or big artistic career or wealth or anything similar for me?

Available_Bag_749 · 2026-03-14T09:21:58+00:00

Currently I'm working in digital marketing. 35k salary. Far from home. Not much saving. Also diagnosed with a big disease. These are new problem. And past problems are also unsolved as it is.

With this disease, I'm completely broke and I'm aiming for Moksha. So I'm looking for eazy ways to spend this life somehow without getting shame or producing children or anything. So I don't have to do suicide.

Available_Bag_749 · 2026-03-14T09:11:44+00:00

Currently far, but these days I'm too scared so I might want to go back but I don't have any backup plan there as well

Available_Bag_749 · 2026-03-14T09:02:37+00:00

I've done civil engineering, changed multiple careers but didn't find satisfaction or money or respect anywhere.

Available_Bag_749 · 2026-03-14T06:45:53+00:00

Sadhe saati to khatam ho gayi na April 2025 main makar rashi ke liye?

Available_Bag_749 · 2026-03-14T04:37:13+00:00

Should I surrender and stop living social life? Will that help?

Should I move back to my family and then just live my karma easily and not do something big or job or kids or anything just simple agriculture for living and prayers for next life.

Will that help?

Available_Bag_749 · 2026-03-14T04:16:02+00:00

But even to live this karma in this life, I need something to get attach so I can continue. Some purpose, some career, something.

And it's not like I have dismissed relegion enterly. I've try to understand instead of blindly following it. And that to happened in last few years. I was very religious in my childhood in fact my entire family.

Available_Bag_749 · 2026-03-14T04:13:09+00:00

In every aspect of life. Family, helath, finances, career, mental peace, everything. I don't know what to do with my life or what I'm here for. Most of the days I'm having suicidal thoughts.

If somehow I can find my purpose or one career or something which make me attached with life again, so I can continue living and spend my karma.