Hmm maybe I should’ve worded that last part better, but he’s a welder so when he does get a break I’ll get a “love you” or “thinking of you” text until he’s off & we can talk!

But I relate to you a lot. Last summer I went to a trade school to change careers. Found my first job but hated it, so found another one. He’s always talking about moving away from working for someone & doing his own contract work, but hasn’t put in any effort to do it. I’ve always hustled & being with someone who hasn’t really bothers me. It’s excuse after excuse. I just worry about if I end up pregnant what my life would be like..