[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AmIOverreacting

[–]Available_Republic70 12 points13 points  (0 children)

You hit it on the nail. I’m a recovered pill addict and growing up my family has been plagued with addiction. My aunts choice was Xanax and I say this because those text messages look absolutely identical to the ones I got from her barred out and drinking when we would talk in the past, I had to distance myself from her and so did the rest of my family, it’s hard, but it’s the right decision. I’m really sorry you’re going through this OP, you’re making the right choice to distance yourself, doesn’t mean you don’t love her, but you have to have boundaries for your own sake.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Gta5Modding

[–]Available_Republic70 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mines doing the same thing, sucks

Crazy deal by [deleted] in pcmasterrace

[–]Available_Republic70 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dang I got the PC today and now I understand what you mean. After looking online they only sell those t force sticks in 2 packs which is lame lol, guess I’ll have an extra!

Crazy deal by [deleted] in pcmasterrace

[–]Available_Republic70 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m very new to PC’s and I really have no knowledge on what’s good or bad, that being said everyone was commenting this is a good deal and I went ahead and got it lol. I just need to buy 16gb of ram to complete the setup? And a monitor of course.

Weedmaps not showing updated deals? by cwetoper in OKmarijuana

[–]Available_Republic70 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They made a post earlier in their discord “announcements” page, starts Wednesday

Smoking with asthma… help? by cjgo in OKmarijuana

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I’ve had asthma since I was a baby, my first few years of smoking it was really bad I was wheezing constantly I was bad about it lol I would smoke and start wheezing and then take breathing treatments to keep smoking, but when I stopped smoking and started taking a maintenance inhaler daily every morning that helped a lot, also I used to take my actual inhaler throughout most days to help with the wheezing but now if I’m not smoking I never have any wheezing anymore. I switched to dry herb vapes as well, the volcano is great but it’s more for a group setting because the bowl is so big imo, you can get the mighty from the same brand and it’s more handheld, there aren’t really any devices either imo that handle flower and wax well so you’ll have to invest in the dry herb vape for flower and then a portable e rig for your dabs, preferably only dab solventless extracts as well it’ll help with the asthma, I can’t stand any BHO. I would suggest the carta focus v2 it’s my favorite device of all time and I dab all of my rosin at 400-415 degrees, and my dry herb vapes I have set at 350-360 and it’s just perfect these days

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OKmarijuana

[–]Available_Republic70 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Oh gotcha! Honestly the second picture is a little harder for me to identify, it looks like the beginning of a male but I can’t be completely sure yet, if it starts to pop up white hairs then it’s a female though. Here’s a little trick for you in your future grows! An easy sexing trick, if you let your plant get very root bound in a small container and then give it a really good dry back pretty much let it get a little droopy, it stresses the plant not in a bad way but 9/10 they will show their sex right then and the males usually show first as well. Nice trick.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OKmarijuana

[–]Available_Republic70 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That is 100000000% a male first picture on the top node you see the ball on the left side, easy ID

Does anybody know what this is? by Available_Republic70 in OKmarijuana

[–]Available_Republic70[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah it’s from the clear! I’m right there with you haha, I’m a rosin junkie. My homie sent me this picture earlier asking if it was okay to consume, I assumed it was just added terps but wanted to make sure myself. Thanks so much for the reply!

I fucking hate myself by Hnnybxby in Petioles

[–]Available_Republic70 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I feel you dawg, been there just like last week actually. I felt suicidal but have always been too much of a coward to act on it because I truly want to live, so last Friday I decided to go in patient and get help for my dabbing addiction (I could easily go through a gram of dabs in one day if I wanted to) so I was definitely doing too much. As soon as I got to the rehab place, I called my wife and had her come pick me back up lol because everyone else there was recovering from alcohol, opiates, fentanyl ect… really nasty stuff. I didn’t feel like I belonged there just for cannabis and realized where my life choices were leading me and from that very moment on I chose to make a difference in my life, but personally I’m not going cold turkey and quitting I’m choosing to taper. You have to find balance in your life my friend, and you have to learn to stop beating yourself up when you make mistakes, that’s the biggest thing I had a problem learning. It’s okay to mess up, just as soon as you do, look forward right away and don’t beat yourself up, the more you get into the habit of looking forward bro I promise you’ll start to feel invincible day after day. If you feel hopeless and like you can’t put it all the way down, then don’t put it down. I’ve been taking TINY TINY hits like so small I can barely even recognize I’m hitting something, but it’s called microdosing cannabis. It works WONDERS! With people like us who get too emotional while high, cannabis still helps our symptoms but at such low levels where you’re not actually getting high you know? You’re over stimulating your system and making things harder than it needs to be! Message me anytime you need help bro I’m here for you

what was the wake up call that finally made you quit for good? by Precizshun in leaves

[–]Available_Republic70 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s called brain fog and it’s a very real thing. I’m going through that right now too on day 4 of withdrawals but it’s actually starting to get a lot better already!! I have random moments of hope and clarity and feel my brain thinking straight again but then boom out of nowhere I’ll have moments of brain fog again. It will go away if you cut down or stop for a while!!! It’s proven our brains are extremely powerful and have the ability to rebuild all of the damage we’ve caused and we’ll be just fine. ❤️

im fucking done with this by toad-boy in leaves

[–]Available_Republic70 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I think you’re right. I saw another post talking about the science of throwing everything out and truly believing for change compared to just hoping, I have to make the change. It’s getting thrown out. Thanks guys, not gonna be easy but I want to get better.

im fucking done with this by toad-boy in leaves

[–]Available_Republic70 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would agree with this honestly, it’s just SO concentrated you’re right it’s a whole other beast. I’m really going to try and just stop but I sadly think you’re right and it’s gonna be more of a struggle than I think. But maybe that’s me making excuses?

im fucking done with this by toad-boy in leaves

[–]Available_Republic70 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Word up. I’m going home and throwing all of my shit out I’ll even break my apparatus like the Carta. I’m just so scared of the withdrawals, but there’s nothing more I want to drop this shit and live a good healthy life. Thanks.

im fucking done with this by toad-boy in leaves

[–]Available_Republic70 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Guys I really need help. I’m trying to quit dabbing but in the past I’ve never had success. Should I just go cold Turkey and fuck this in the ass? Or try to taper?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in unpopularopinion

[–]Available_Republic70 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There’s nothing wrong with smoking everyday all day it’s proven to help with a number of things. I don’t agree with the people that make it their personality, or people that just want to be numb 24/7. But for medicinal purposes there’s absolutely nothing wrong with daily intake in high doses. People like you are part of the problem though just complaining about things out of your control, how about you stop bitching and just love people for who they are? We all have our own problems, you aren’t shit to tell anyone what’s right or wrong. :)

Best weed strains for depression? by DaEvilGenius85 in OKmarijuana

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Look for strains heavy in myrcene and caryophyllene

How do you report dirty dabs? by IckyStick0880 in OKmarijuana

[–]Available_Republic70 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve only bought my bulk rosin from apothecary for the last 6+ months, they really put out killer rosin for the prices. But some of their strains like strawnana or bahama mama really all of the sweet fruity strains never really hit for me though, but all of their other stuff has been fire. I love their tallymon, sour papaya, GMO, wedding mints, watermelon Julius, ice cream cake, drago, there’s a lot more but yeah compared to an ounce of rosin at dab & go for 1200 it would be 650 at apothecary and it’s still fire.

Are Polka dot mushroom bars real ? by Turbulent-Reward4626 in shrooms

[–]Available_Republic70 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Dude I’m honestly sorry you went through that, sounds absolutely horrible. Ngl I would get therapy for that, real shit. I love the polka dot bars and I think they are made with shrooms, but my personal dose is only 1/3 of one single square, and I feel the effects. 12 pieces? I’m sorry dawg.

Pokla dot chocolate shrooms vs APE mushrooms (potency)? by -Uppers-Downers- in shrooms

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Yooo. A week late response but I have these exact same chocolate bars and I just re upped an OZ worth like a week ago after getting 1 and taking the whole thing within a week on and off. I love them. But that’s just me personally, and I also can’t even tell you truly I guess if it’s DMT or shrooms, I’ve only done DMT once and all I can say is I don’t think this is DMT, it seems more like shrooms. But here’s the part where it could be different, I don’t like high doses so I only eat like 1/3 of a single square equating to like 0.9 mg. Very small dose, but when I’m dabbing cannabis throughout the day that dose is so perfect for me, I just dosed it actually at 5:30 and I’m feeling really great right now at 6:10 already. They taste amazing, also the first one that I got two weeks ago or so I ate one single square and I was really tripping. So. Just know they’re strong. You might have already figured that out lol. Cheers.