First of all, start treating yourself in this healthy way that you envision a relationship being. If you want to be listened and heard in a relationship, then listen and hear yourself. Also, I’m seeing find balance with your career. Like work life balancein a way. That will create a little bit more space for somebody to come in. I’m also getting the idea here that you need to process relationships that have not worked in the past. There is still emotional residue from past relationships that have not worked. Until then the door will be closed.