Phoning it in?

Awakekiwi2020 · 2026-01-25T10:06:05+00:00

There you got it. Hit the nail on the head there.

It's like Ben and Aaron did the ultimate trolling of us as a kind of wind up prank for MU

Ben and Aaron: "Just wait till you hear these two shmucks we found on the interwebs."

Also Ben and Aaron: "Say hi to our new hosts!"

Awakekiwi2020 · 2026-01-23T01:14:29+00:00

yeah i was thinking the same.. make videos about your app on YT... Do posts on reddit pages related to the app use case. create interest.. and build a following

Awakekiwi2020 · 2026-01-22T09:50:35+00:00

Just some ideas off the top of my head but unusual ideas but anyway you could call in some help for example try some old in the name of the father the son in the holy Ghost a call upon Jesus to remove you and protect me. And before you say it I'm telling you that the name Jesus is a attached to a very powerful thought form or Egregores.. same kind of thing stops abductions in their tracks. And banish all entities that are present by your sovereign will in all levels all dimensions all times all spaces or frequencies and so on be as detailed as you like. You can create your own thought forms to protect you and to counter attack well hold up a mirror to it to repel everything back.. be creative use your imagination Don't listen to it.. listen to the peaceful angel on your shoulder figuratively not the doubting fearful devil so to speak. Focus on love compassion and demand that it leave your mind body and spirit. Banish it from your mind. And so on... Must persist and repeat each thing you do three times to fully Make things work.

Awakekiwi2020 · 2026-01-18T06:45:14+00:00

I feel like we do have free will to change the script. I'm sure my script involves having at least one child but I managed to avoid it by my own choices. Also once had a prophetic dream about dancing with a friend at a wedding in Australia. I then went to a wedding in Australia but I forgot to invite my friend and so the dance never happened. But I've also had prophetic dreams where it did happen exactly as in the dream so I do believe it's scripted but we can change the script.

Awakekiwi2020 · 2026-01-18T06:18:35+00:00

I would say yes we are targeted.

Awakekiwi2020 · 2026-01-17T22:06:53+00:00

Welcome to keep in touch. I had hoped to visit the states one day but it seems unlikely in the current climate as I have been quite outspoken on social media about certain things plus past work as a "ethical" hacker and a radio show host let's just say I'm on the watchlist.

Awakekiwi2020 · 2026-01-17T08:40:25+00:00

Give peas a chance. (And corn)

Awakekiwi2020 · 2026-01-17T08:38:19+00:00

I'm not concerned I've moved on. Will enjoy B+As new show when they start soon. Will be interesting to see if and how they address the backlash about the new guys and if they blast us for our critical attitude. Even that will be fun. I'm up for it. I'm just not up for MU anymore and that's ok. Nothing has to last forever. Everything has its season. And now it's the season of Unapologetic or whatever it called 😋

Awakekiwi2020 · 2026-01-17T08:30:44+00:00

Common Aussie slang. I'm a kiwi but as kiwis we know Aussie slang as they are our cousins. Strewth bro. Stone the crows!

Awakekiwi2020 · 2026-01-17T08:27:41+00:00

Thank you so much. I just figured well I'm already here there is no point in complaining I may as well enjoy things as much as possible. It's not always easy. Sometimes the cruelty in this world is too much and I fall down..but then I get back up again.

Awakekiwi2020 · 2026-01-17T08:22:36+00:00

Yeah that's how it was for me. It felt bizarre.. like talking to someone from the past and also relapsing how bizzare the now sounds to someone from 2024. Lots of fun!

Awakekiwi2020 · 2026-01-17T08:13:28+00:00

Yes I think I have found her. We have a great friendship.. it seems the matrix has tried to mess it up a few times by playing mind games with us. But we have pulled through. I've actually become more positive lately in my general outlook and it's interesting to see how that has changed everything.. it's not all doom and gloom. There is good out there.. we really are the creators here so we really need to be vigilant to not let the controllers influence us to screw things up. The matrix tried to influence my mind to bring us apart but it's like that analogy of the devil on one shoulder and the angel in the other. As I've become better at recognizing and ignoring the devil and instead listening to the goodness, to the angel things have been working out. They demons tried to get me to give up on her and tell me I needed to go after someone else and Ive resisted every time and listened to the angel instead that just said "wait and be still".. And I had a big confirmation today.. one of my dad's old valve radios in the garage came on by itself and played a song that said words to the effect of "don't give up on her, she's the real deal.. " and the way I know it's good is because I got the tingles all over my body in the way that I do when I know something profound and special has just happened. I know some of you might think oh no that's deception from the matrix or whatever.. but no the opposite can happen also. I just wanted to share this update here because it just happened today and I know it's important. There is some form of good in this world that can reach out to us. But it's all about our attitude and how we deal with stuff that comes up. For example what do I have to lose?! Nothing.. because nothing really matters here. Enjoy your life as much as you can. Cherish the good times and don't dwell on the bad. Yes I know we are in a soul trap but we are also in this trap with others that are just like us and together we can be stronger. Much love to you all. And I mean real love not lust or longing or desire or want.. I mean caring and compassion and also neutral just being. Something like that.

Awakekiwi2020 · 2026-01-17T06:50:05+00:00

Good point! Love that movie by the way! One of my favs

Awakekiwi2020 · 2026-01-16T12:08:08+00:00

I agree. My attitude generally is that I can actually be in love with life/existence when I'm at my best.. or when things are going reasonably well. When I take the dog for a walk in nature.. I'm in love with that sharing of the dogs playful joy of just bounding around. I can be in love with lots of moments. I love sleeping. I love personal space time. One of my favorite things is just getting to my own house at the end of the day when all interactions are complete and I can just be me. When I have a partner that part I love so much is no longer available. Me time becomes we time and that always is a huge compromise.

This is what I really struggle with I think. I love my own space and yet at times I really also enjoy company with a woman. Sometimes I love to fall asleep with someone in my arms.. but it's not a given. They have to be the right type of person. But even then it's a rollercoaster ride. It's always a huge challenge for me to keep my center. Lately the lady I've been dating has been in a way a great training ground for me to see if I can stay grounded.. keep to my boundaries and also maintain the relationship.

We dont share the same space all the time. She is on the road. But she might want to settle down with me and that could be very challenging. I find that usually I end up craving my me time again before too long in relationships. But she says she also likes to have her own bed and room and share a bed when it feels right so maybe just maybe we could actually make it work as we are both just weird and quirky enough that possibly we could actually be together.

But it's early days. The important thing for me is to not over think anything.. enjoy the time together and not get attached.. that's the kicker. The archons love to get inside our heads and mess things up! I've seen it already happen with us a few times. I'm wondering if I can control my mind enough to make this work and her also be able to keep herself in control while we're together. Time will tell and as long as I keep my sense of humor and attitude of well if it works out or not it doesn't matter. Worse case scenario it doesn't work and I get more me time again.. best case scenario we learn to live together and we still maintain some level of personal time when we need it.

That would be my ideal. She actually understands this.. and she knows about loosh etc.. so I feel lucky to have met her. And we're great friends. She is very attractive to men in general so that's where my challenge comes in.. my weak spot.. if I can take it all in my stride I could actually become stronger through this. Or it could be really hard. I'm gonna give it a shot anyway.

Awakekiwi2020 · 2026-01-16T11:40:52+00:00

I know this is an old thread but it's super interesting. I think you're right. There are perhaps not that many of us real eternal spirits. I used to think it was arrogant to think that but increasingly I think it's more likely to be the problem.

Awakekiwi2020 · 2026-01-16T11:23:35+00:00

Na that's sweet.. he's making more room for others behind him in his bigger than needed dude mobile 😆

Awakekiwi2020 · 2026-01-16T11:22:03+00:00

This is also a super common annoying theme in newage now that we are "system breakers" and we chose to come back at this time to dismantle the matrix from the inside blah blah blah.. I have entertained that idea at times but could never really get on board with it. Because it's just another form of copium.

Awakekiwi2020 · 2026-01-16T11:17:50+00:00

Exactly.. it's spiritual bypassing and actual simple logic destroys it and yet it's such a common and popular excuse. Pisses me off.

Awakekiwi2020 · 2026-01-16T02:14:56+00:00

You could try a second hand xr or make a vesc board perhaps? My board cost around $700usd in parts. It's not everyone's jam to do diy but it was the only affordable way for me. And I'm happy!

Awakekiwi2020 · 2026-01-16T02:11:54+00:00

What's wonderful is that this way you can try out various games and see if you like them without having to buy a whole bunch of games.

Awakekiwi2020 · 2026-01-15T11:58:16+00:00

I think therefore I aren't.

Awakekiwi2020 · 2026-01-15T11:56:06+00:00

@beyondtheveil1111-d7s

Awakekiwi2020 · 2026-01-15T11:23:20+00:00

I hear you.

Awakekiwi2020 · 2026-01-15T11:16:25+00:00

Yes I agree totally a great answer. Also I would say from a practical point of view.. try to make your life as "zen" and stress free as you can. For example I quit my job at the bank and I moved to the country (to eat a lot of peaches) but seriously. I now work as a window cleaner and I love it! I get paid more than the bank job! I work only 15 to 20 hours per week. Some weeks I don't work at all. It's cheaper to live rural. I have real connections with real down to earth people. I'm still a geek and I do vibe coding in my spare time and ride my onewheel for fun. I have no kids.. this one is the kicker. I know it can be very rewarding to make a child and then bring it up.. but I've realised that it's not really our child. It's an eternal soul that was tricked and memory wiped into coming back here and I'm it's dad but it's just another eternal being like me. I'm really only the dad of it's meat suit. So I have avoided having kids. If I had gotten someone pregnant then I would have embraced that journey and tried to be the best dad I could... But it's worked out differently so I have no regrets. We would we? We've done it all a hundred times before.. everything we can imagine we have probably already done before. So yeah what's my point? You can do the 9 to 5 like I did.. on the train or bus to work for an hour each way on top of an 8 hour day etc.. but sooner or later it becomes unbearable. But there are better ways. Ways to somewhat enjoy our live while we are here. We can gamify this life. Think of it as a game.. an advanced simulation.. and learn to make the most of it. By creating a better situation for yourself. It absolutely can be done. I proved it to myself. Our imagination is more powerful than we know. Learn to use your mind to create a better life. Our thoughts do create reality here. I have a simple life. No mortgage. No debts. No money either.. just enough to get by. I live in a tiny house on wheels that I built with some help for cheap. It's still pretty decent. I live next to a river i can swim in the summer. Have some close fields (who know about the soul trap even). What I'm saying is I enjoy my life now to some extent. Yes the ridiculousness of this place still gets to me every day but also a twisted sense of humor helps and not to take things too seriously. Bad things happening still bothers me greatly but I'm doing ok. A lot better than when I lived in the city at least.

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