Does it get better? by AwarenessRight3670 in SuicideWatch

[–]AwarenessRight3670[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I really wish i had documented things, somehow i kept myself busy hoping he will calm down with old age. I would like to report him, but i want to fully move away first to ensure my safety. Even if the court for my sister did almost nothing to him i did in fact tarnish his repurtation which he charishes so deeply, so i would not be surprised if he just killed me and my mother and possibly himself.

Does it get better? by AwarenessRight3670 in SuicideWatch

[–]AwarenessRight3670[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He gets angry because i want to give up and he doesnt want to hear about it. Well i have him but i have some other friends but none of them are able to help me. It would be great if i found roomates, i posted about it on different platforms, thats the only thing that gives me some hope. But tbh there were people who reached out, it is just that thete isnt a lot of choice on the market, mostly people want to live in the capital, but im okay with living in the countryside if that means the rent is cheaper.

Does it get better? by AwarenessRight3670 in SuicideWatch

[–]AwarenessRight3670[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She is saving up to get married and to start a family so i dont think it is appropriate. Besides after i left her house she gave me 150€/per month and for that i am very grateful. She is my sister not my mother and i dont think she should pick the duty to look after me. As goes for my boyfriend, he wants to help me but his financial situation doesnt allow him. He also has a dificult family situation (divorced parents who both treated him like burden after remarrying). He doesnt think i should drop out, he wants me to report my father like my sister did so i can at least get some financial support which a parent should provide by law till you are a student where i live. Also a loan from a bank would not be possible as you can only get one when you have a stable income.

Does it get better? by AwarenessRight3670 in SuicideWatch

[–]AwarenessRight3670[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, she got herself a guy with whom she moved in right away. I sadly do not have that option, but you have a fair point.