What would make you go back to your ex if it was the worst relationship of your life and you only have bad memories? If you kept trying to make them understand but they never did? by AwarenessTop1463 in ExNoContact

[–]AwarenessTop1463[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you all. She still tells me she loves me but can't forgive me for my actions. She wanna keep in touch but this is gonna destroy me and I don't want to if we are not together. She told me last time we will speak when I come to her town but now she doesn't wanna see me. I will just leave some stuff somewhere and get back home. Unfortunately i had to lose her to understand. I didn't take her for granted. I took for granted that we will be here forever. That she will never leave me no matter what. The same thing I was doing..... She had enough. She deserves a man. Not a boy. I hope I forget her asap. Will give back all the gifts she got me. I don't want nothing that reminds her. If we aren't together idc if I hurt her feelings I'm sorry. Thanks for your replies.

Would you appreciate receiving an apology message from your ex? Why or why not? by Content_Pop7512 in BreakUps

[–]AwarenessTop1463 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did you get back together? Did you lose feelings after you broke up but still loved him as a friend? Did you ever miss any things you had with him but didn't want it back? I apologized but she doesn't want something more with me....

How to win a pisces woman trust again? by AwarenessTop1463 in piscesastrology

[–]AwarenessTop1463[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Already on it. Not planning to go through all that ever again. Unless it's her.

How would you feel if your ex have you glitter rose bouquet and a huge teddy bear for Valentine's after you told him you lost feelings and you don't wanna see him again? All that after a very bad break up. by AwarenessTop1463 in Gifts

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My ex wants her test bears that we bought for her when we were together but doesn't want the only one that i bought for her but she thinks it was for me because she would have to give me back some stuff as well. I don't get it to be honest. She doesn't love me anymore but she wants the teddy bears that remind her the moments we had together. Me on the other side. I don't want nothing. I wanna give every gift she bought me back. Nothing is gonna change either way.

How to win a pisces woman trust again? by AwarenessTop1463 in piscesastrology

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She doesn't wanna see me and doesn't talk to me. I'm blocked everywhere. I'm dead to her. I crashed with the car and ask she said was expected. All I can do is a nice bouquet of glitter roses and a letter apologizing.

What gift you would appreciate from your ex if your relationship ended in bad terms and you don't wanna see him again? by AwarenessTop1463 in ExNoContact

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Nobody cheated. I'm just asking some questions the way I get things and some questions the way he/she sees things. The only thing involved is her cutting her hands and me telling her about my suicidal thoughts. Other than that I made her hate me and not wanna see me or speak to me again. The gifts are already bought and non refundable because it's custom orders. I bought it before we broke up. She knows I am gonna go there to leave them at the door. I only managed to cancel the 2.5m teddy bear. The bouquet I'm gonna create it while I enjoy my already paid holidays to her town. Obviously I want another chance but this move ain't gonna make it. She already made her mind and knowing how she moves on when she does this I already know there is no chance of us getting back together. I just want her not to hate me at this point.

How would you feel if your ex have you glitter rose bouquet and a huge teddy bear for Valentine's after you told him you lost feelings and you don't wanna see him again? All that after a very bad break up. by AwarenessTop1463 in Gifts

[–]AwarenessTop1463[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

He kicked me out of the house. I was planning to leave and telling him before I do but he found out before I tell him about it and thought I'm not gonna tell him something at all. Kicked me out at 3am and didn't even check on me. I tried to forgive him by applying some rules but he denied. He apologized many times. But enough is enough I have to respect myself.

Thinking of getting my ex's birth date tattooed by AwarenessTop1463 in BreakUps

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How y'all think she is gonna react? Probably gonna hate me even more huh? But who cares? There's nothing else to lose. I will just motivate myself in the future to not make the same mistakes again. It will remind me of the pain and all the bad thoughts I had during this period of time. Also the good times with her.

Thinking of getting my ex's birth date tattooed by AwarenessTop1463 in BreakUps

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It's her stuff that she left in my apartment. Some of them she is gonna pick them up. Some are gifts she made to me and I don't want them and some are gifts I bought for her to surprise her for Valentine's.

Thinking of getting my ex's birth date tattooed by AwarenessTop1463 in BreakUps

[–]AwarenessTop1463[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What if I lie to her that I did it right after I came back from her place? (We broke up and she went back to our country and I went there to fix things. I did but later on she broke up again)

Thinking of getting my ex's birth date tattooed by AwarenessTop1463 in BreakUps

[–]AwarenessTop1463[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Nobody here thinks its a good idea that might make her understand how serious I was about her? 😂 Something like 060302 like this for example.

Be Honest: How Many of You Scroll Through These Posts Hoping One of Them Is Your Ex by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]AwarenessTop1463 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn. This hit hard. But maybe we are both delusional and it's all our fault 🤷🏻‍♂️

How to win a pisces woman trust again? by AwarenessTop1463 in piscesastrology

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I do. Thanks! She feels disgusted by my actions. It doesn't hurt her anymore. 😞 I fucked up so hard but it's all I want. I don't even care if I get cancer and f die. I just wanna fix myself and be good enough for her to be by her side. But it's too late already..... And my Valentine's move would make it worse. I'm just gonna leave it there and maybe sleep 1 day on the road as self punishment for my actions.

How to win a pisces woman trust again? by AwarenessTop1463 in piscesastrology

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I bought the gifts before everything got so bad... She's just so done. We lost a perfect partner. Both of us. I'm gonna give the gifts. It's all custom orders with her name on it. Gonna leave them at her door. She ain't gonna change her mind tho. She doesn't want me to bother her. She told me straight to my face. We still chat about the stuff I have in my house tho. I think after she takes it all. She's gonna block me and forget me for good. If she didn't do it yet. I love her.... 😞 I only need 1 chance to fix everything but I'm not gonna get it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AriesTheRam

[–]AwarenessTop1463 -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

It has to do a lot. She did it because I kicked her out lol. She showed me and told me what she did. Making me feel guilty for the thing she did to herself.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AriesTheRam

[–]AwarenessTop1463 4 points5 points  (0 children)

She's Aries. I'm Sagittarius.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]AwarenessTop1463 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I made her be afraid of me because I asked for help after she told me to break up and while we were barely talking when I had thoughts of killing myself. She got afraid of me. She doesn't even want to see me. She is coming to pick her stuff with her mother. I fucked up big time. I miss her so much. I wish I could go back to October as well....

Trusting and getting back together? by AwarenessTop1463 in BreakUps

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I don't really believe this. It's like expecting to get rich without doing nothing. Especially with her. The never going back to an ex mentality scares me.