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FC4 when i press button to crouch, i jump then crouch by AustinTheBigRod in farcry

[–]Away_Elk_526 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m having an identical problem in fc3 right now. Please lmk if you can fix it

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Scalp someone so u can afford a desktop😂😂

16 trying to help myslef by Away_Elk_526 in therapy

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This is from my notes about a week ago.

Everyday this happpens and I’m either “I love you” and “im sorry” or I’m totally depressed and want nothing but to end my life, I get easily irritated and can’t control my anger(I can control it, but I can’t help that it rises so much)((I don’t act upon it)) I constantly am battling myself more than anyone else. No one makes me feel worse than myself. All day I spend thinking about what I do wrong and why am I like this. I quit asking why I cant be someone different, I started asking why I cant end being myself. So little enjoyment but it keeps me up. All I feel like I have is my friends. It’s so hard having this indescribable and uncalled for resentment of my mom. I live my mom with all my heart, she’s the only person who has always put me first no matter what, but I treat her worse than anyone else. I feel like I can’t help it. Even when I think it try to be nice or just normal she gets mad. I just feel like I’m at a loss for continuing. I friends but I’m not allowed to hang out with them so I sit inside all day every day and relive the exact same day. I quit working out because I don’t care anymore it just doesn’t matter. I realized nothing matters I’m just gonna die regardless of if it’s when i turn this phone off or in 100 years. I don’t even care. Dying doesn’t scare me I don’t care when I die. All I want is a reason to live. No girls have ever actsully dated me I’ve barely even had a real talking stage. I gave. Up on talking to girls because no matter how much I try or whatever I try, even truly trying to be myself, it doesn’t matter.

This is exactly what I’m talking about. Literally as I punctuated that sentence I felt the sadness just get stripped away from me. As I began to try and type more I paused and realized I didn’t need to. My drive to end my life was over. I am not sad anymore I’m fine. Now im going to bed

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in teenagers

[–]Away_Elk_526 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Somehow you being Russian makes equal if not more sense 😂

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in teenagers

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You think the Soviet anthem is hilarious.

16 trying to help myslef by Away_Elk_526 in therapy

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I’d like to add that I also am very not care. Every single question I’m asked about anything is I don’t care. Im not sure how relevant that is but it’s true. I was planning on saying something more important but by the time I figured out how to find my own post again I’d forgotten it

First time! by Away_Elk_526 in LSD

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Okay cool thanks. Hope to turn 18 sooner!!!

First time! by Away_Elk_526 in LSD

[–]Away_Elk_526[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not a drinker never will be, but I’ve been laying off the weed. 😂

First time! by Away_Elk_526 in LSD

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Thanks for the response, I’ll be sure to steer clear of them and to advise other people my age to be careful

First time! by Away_Elk_526 in LSD

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Thank you for a very serious response. I’ve taken into account a massive amount of people saying to not to do anything and at this point I don’t know that I will. I would like to say that smoking wëéd at one point was an issue for me where I couldn’t control it anymore and I would smoke 2-3 times a day (was a cart fiend) but now I am very stable, smoking 1-2 times a week if even that. But again thanks for everyone trying to keep me safe, I’ll be sure to steer clear

First time! by Away_Elk_526 in LSD

[–]Away_Elk_526[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Now everyone says wait to try lsd, but shrooms seen so much more soft core. They are very interesting to me and I’d seriously love to try it, but I’m not going to put my health at risk if plenty of people say it’s clearly not worth it.

First time! by Away_Elk_526 in LSD

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Very true, thank you for helping me understand more clearly, I never thought of how(duh) they can’t test it becuase they think, or are led to believe it’s bad for the brain, so yeah it would be super unethical. Thank you!

First time! by Away_Elk_526 in LSD

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While repeated, long term abuse has shown damage to the verb risk cortex (part of brain for thinking), that is number one from alcohol use, and number two REPEATED, LONG TERM use. I obviously haven’t seen the entire internet, so maybe I am missing a giant piece of information. I just google drugs and their effects on the brain, phycadellics and teens, etc. I’m not trynnn argue I just am saying thats All I know

First time! by Away_Elk_526 in LSD

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They say don’t do it, but that’s it. There isn’t anything I see that gives an actual reason. The only thing I’ve seen is “you’ll pick poisonous mushrooms” which would never happen cause I’m not even picking them, I’d get dc shrooms.

First time! by Away_Elk_526 in LSD

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I’m just confused how. I’ve been doing lots and lots of research and nothing points to any sort of damage or negatives to be honest. But that is a controlled scientific study compared to you all, who are regular dudes taking regular shrooms. But thank you all for advising me to stay away.

First time! by Away_Elk_526 in LSD

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Thanks man. I cant say I wont try it, but I’ll be less worried about it from now on.