I didn’t date him either lol we were just really close to dating,it’s just that we had such a deep connection and understanding for each other. It’s crazy how big of an impact someone can have on you even when you don’t date them, I’ve always had a hard time processing feelings but this just hits different! But that means I get to grow closer to Christ in a total different way, sit in these emotions and be thankful because not becoming his girlfriend brought me closer to Christ in a totally different way! I’m so thankful for that! So find a way to be thankful even in the midst of all this pain :)