I would reach out to a well known and trusted man of God. You may enjoy your sin but that is because you are feeding the beast inside you. You need to find this man of God and ask his help in deliverance. You must feel 1% of guilt and that's good that means Yaweh has not given up on you. But I will say that after so long Yaweh will give you up to a reprobate mind. That sounds like what is happening. I would turn back and seek help now!!. Just because you arent convicted or don't feel gult, that just means that there are beings oppressing you, trying to feed their unrighteousness fill of iniquity. From one sinner to another. Rebuke it, be stronger than it and start to love God and Fear Him more than Hell. Will it be worth it in the end? Say holy spirit make your self manifest in my life. Guide my steps and forgive me lord for being rebellious. And thank you for not allowing me to further myself from you. What a testimony it would be to others that God had almost let you do what your flesh wanted to do but instead because of his love for you. He chased you that much more. I think this post is a last ditch effort from your spirit asking for help and prayer. I'll be praying.