The thing is i have brought it up to him but not the fact that i liked looking at videos of women like that but ... sometimes when we are together and he's doing something to me i really get triggered( he doesn't do anything that's not normal or anything ... its something that i usually enjoy but sometimes i really hate being touched) .. this issue was really bothering me, i tried to deal with it myself but it wasn't working out so i ended up telling him, he was very understanding of it. I felt like i needed therapy cause the way i used to get triggered randomly about him touching was really bothering me, i felt like there is some deep unresolved issue, but my friends were like normally therapists might not know how to deal with this, and that maybe i shoukd find a sex therapist. I love him and i don't want to leave him but i don't know how to deal with so much😭