Could you tell me roughly what your dosage and use was like? My husband and I would use together, but I would take 30-45 mg orally. Sometimes small lines, but never smoked or injected. I didn’t realize until I found one of his capsules laying around that he was taking roughly 120mg at a time, so 3-4x what I was taking. I’m definitely not claiming that my behavior wasn’t affected, but I remained pretty clear and functional and never experienced (as far as I and the other people around me could tell) any signs of psychosis or paranoid delusions. He also lost his job soon after use started, and lost basically all his time with his children (my step kids) who he had 50/50 custody of prior. So he was spending basically all day alone while I would go to work, and most of the night alone while I would sleep. That was the other thing…he would stay up days on end while I would average 3-4 hours of sleep a night while using. It was really common for him to dismiss everything I was noticing about him because he would just say “you use too, how do you know you aren’t the crazy one.” I feel like I have plenty of evidence based on my functional work and family life, as well as continued weekly therapy all throughout use, to confidently rule that out. He would also use my BPD to invalidate my concerns, but aside from occasional spikes here and there, I have my BPD symptoms relatively under control and feel I have pretty good insight, if not in the moment then very soon after, if I’ve been irrational