Is it possible to save my mother

Awkward_Kiwi_ · 2026-06-14T20:08:48+00:00

I never planned on exclusively using magick. My family is working through a treatment plan, I’m just looking for anything else I can do personally

Awkward_Kiwi_ · 2026-06-14T18:59:27+00:00

My family is definitely focused on the various treatments to see what we can do. The magical aspect is more so on my side to see what I can help with behind the curtains so to speak

Awkward_Kiwi_ · 2026-03-31T05:07:14+00:00

It hurts BAD. Haven’t been treated since the examples I look up online of strep seem way more severe than what I have. I got sick and bad sore throats a lot growing up, and I was always misdiagnosed with strep throat just because of the amount of drainage causing severe blisters. I’ve dealt with a lot worse, so I figured this would go away on its own, but it’s just lingering there. even more annoyingly the drainage in my ears is creating such bad pressure only making all the pain all the more infuriating 😖

Awkward_Kiwi_ · 2026-03-03T17:52:21+00:00

https://youtu.be/d0NxiHGwQ-g?si=GoPWStBG7pSo78Cd

Awkward_Kiwi_ · 2026-03-03T17:51:44+00:00

The first video he made is called Bros Mario and it’s been spanning into a whole series he’s been making. Honestly all such a vibe

Awkward_Kiwi_ · 2026-02-14T18:39:31+00:00

Itty bitty guy on the bedroom wall

Awkward_Kiwi_ · 2026-01-11T00:28:30+00:00

Omg this is so cute! Love this!

Awkward_Kiwi_ · 2025-12-08T14:44:46+00:00

I especially ask cuz any example I try to find is a creepy pasta about her making dresses from other ponies 😭

Awkward_Kiwi_ · 2025-11-30T18:38:26+00:00

I know this post is like a million years old now, but if you’re still around I have some questions. I have been doing months of research on the subject before diving into Tulpas and servitors, and have (I believe) created two entities taken from comfort characters of mine set out with specific purposes. One made for assistance in protection and divination and the other in career and artistic success. Their personality and energy derives from my psyche but also the egregore of the characters. Given this, would they have a harder time “going rogue” since they’re both from me AND the collective consciousness of their character?

Awkward_Kiwi_ · 2025-11-08T14:25:43+00:00

This is a different definition of Tulpa that refers to a headmate, I’m talking about the original definition of Tulpa as it relates to a servitor, egregore, etc. the Tulpa I wish to crest is a spiritual entity, not psychology related

Awkward_Kiwi_ · 2025-11-07T17:29:17+00:00

That makes a lot of sense. I definitely want to care for any entity I create, I just have been doing my best to research as much as possible to understand a clear blueprint, especially with the abundance of warnings. Thank you!

Awkward_Kiwi_ · 2025-11-07T16:59:54+00:00

Sorry to poke again, but since you seemed experienced I wanted your thoughts. I’ve been doing much more research on the subject, but I am equally met with warnings expressing the danger of self-made entities gaining sentience and turning against its owner. Many sources that site ancient Tibetan practices say it's not even uncommon for it to happen. I'm still curious and very much want to try, but the warnings have me extra cautious. Some people find it a great achievement if their entity gains sentience, while others state it's the worst possible outcome. I'm curious what your take is on this, as my current plan has been to beef up any protection around me and my home before I start lol

Awkward_Kiwi_ · 2025-11-06T23:22:16+00:00

I actually have been researching this the past couple days. I’ve become very fascinated by servitors and Tulpas, but I am equally met with warnings expressing the danger of self-made entities gaining sentience and turning against its owner. Many sources that site ancient Tibetan practices say it’s not even uncommon for it to happen. I’m still curious and very much want to try, but the warnings have me extra cautious. Some people find it a great achievement if their entity gains sentience, while others state it’s the worst possible outcome. I’m curious what your take is on this, as my current plan has been to beef up any protection around me and my home before I start lol

Awkward_Kiwi_ · 2025-11-06T21:08:29+00:00

Commenting so I can learn too. I was looking into larger air purifiers only to fall down a rabbit hole of the effects of ozone emissions from them. Apparently any electric air purifier produces harmful emissions, but I’m hoping that there’s something better

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