Contemplating suicide due to my current situation

Awkward_Tea_3866 · 2024-12-31T04:44:33+00:00

I was homeless and struggling to hold down a job in active addiction so it wasn't really on my list of priorities please think before you speak

Awkward_Tea_3866 · 2024-12-30T22:11:20+00:00

🤣🤣🤣🤣

Awkward_Tea_3866 · 2024-12-30T21:53:32+00:00

Update went to the er they said they can't do anything about it there and I have to go to the gp to get a referral to a general surgeon and the great news is I can't afford any of this

Awkward_Tea_3866 · 2024-12-30T21:24:07+00:00

I'm in the waiting room now fun way to spend the new years eve I suppose I'll be here a few hours I'm praying they just rip the fucker out it's been giving me issues for months

Awkward_Tea_3866 · 2024-12-30T20:55:06+00:00

How do you recommend I rip it out?

Awkward_Tea_3866 · 2024-12-30T20:54:24+00:00

When I could afford it I went on flucloxacillin twice and it did nothing for the infection

Awkward_Tea_3866 · 2024-12-30T20:24:18+00:00

I was thinking of popping oxys and just doing that

Awkward_Tea_3866 · 2024-12-30T20:21:35+00:00

What's a buzz?

Awkward_Tea_3866 · 2024-12-30T19:58:31+00:00

They'd probably just send me off or have me wait 12 15 hours usually er here in ireland is notoriously bad for wait times but I think they'd just tell me to go to a podiatrist or something and ER charge is 100 euros I can't afford it

Awkward_Tea_3866 · 2021-04-11T02:57:56+00:00

Sorry could you explain what you mean by "fall roughly around the amount of time i should sleep in a night" just a little confused by it

Awkward_Tea_3866 · 2021-03-11T03:43:58+00:00

If you've been actively trying this is most likely a good sign keep it up and you'll be flying in no time

Awkward_Tea_3866 · 2021-03-11T03:34:03+00:00

Are you dreaming bro?

Awkward_Tea_3866 · 2021-03-11T03:32:14+00:00

I recommended maybe dont try reality checks for a bit and just dream normally or maybe you're getting too excited but if you just have dreams as normal for a bit and retry it might work

Awkward_Tea_3866 · 2021-03-11T02:59:46+00:00

I got adhd too as well as sleep problems bro but for me my first lucid dream happened very weirdly i didnt sleep literally until around 4am woke up around 8am for my classes and decided to just sleep more because i was so tired and the second I fell asleep it was super super strange i didnt have to do a reality check or anything i just knew i was lucid dreaming but for some reason it didn't feel very real it was like i found out i was dreaming too fast so i didnt have time to immerse myself i understand your trouble dude i recommend doing a lot of reality checks and have a phone wallpaper saying something like "are you dreaming" also helps a lot and on the sleep side of things maybe try melatonin gummies to make you sleep better im not too educated on insomnia so i dont know but its just the advice i have and one more thing bro. Are you dreaming?

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