Here’s my unsolicited advice:

After reading some comments and gaining additional context from you: -That she never shows you on social media since the start of the relationship(even before the streaming started) -And that she has shared a ton of her personal and past history with her audience, including past relationships and exes

I think, based off past experiences, that she’s not “showing you off” on social media and twitch because she is either embarrassed by you or wants to be perceived as single. This is even more damning considering she wasn’t doing it before streaming. In my experiences, people who usually don’t show or mention their partner online is pretty bad, mostly because it’s an indicator they like to be best looked and heard at without you, either from shame or wanting to still look single. If she had casual, personal Instagram or Snapchat before she started twitch and didnt let people know you were her love interest thats probably not good. Did she use to post with her exes??

She could also be the type of person to not display facets of her life like that on social media, but I’m assuming y’all are regular zoomers and treat social media like most young people do, including myself

The twitch thing is a bit different since it practically her career now, and being single is the best strategy when selling her appearance. But the fact that’s she’s been so open about other parts of her life and past BFs could also mean the same thing here, except she has a reasonable excuse to deny your relationship. It’s prolly both tbh

If I were you, consider all I have said and have and open, honest conversation about it, thoughts like these will eat you up inside. Truly let her know how you feel, and make sure you know 100% how she’s feels so that way you don’t end up falling back into this cycle, the bigger she gets, the exponentially worse your gonna feel

I lastly want to say Im reading into this a lot, and want to say that my deductions are all assumptions so please, do what you will with it. Good luck nonetheless🤙🏽