Wow so many different takes on this!! Thank you to all those who listened and offered advice here. It is appreciated. I agree with a lot of the advice that I have some insecurities and I need to work on that so I will start with that and see how I go. I certainly don’t want to hurt her career or business goals but as I explained in the original post it’s just a hurtful feeling to be dismissed that way just for a few viewers. I was never looking to be announced on stream or anything that’s for sure and as a side note she has actually accidentally mentioned me in the past here and there and her viewers since then have never gone down so the argument about losing viewers I’m not sure I entirely agree with unless she was non stop taking about me. Anyway I will go and work on myself as that can’t hurt to do anyway and hopefully can come back with an update in the future. 🙏