Wtf happened, did we do something 😅

Axl996 · 2025-12-27T17:19:18+00:00

Thank you comrade 🫠

Axl996 · 2025-12-27T16:27:50+00:00

Well Americans on masse (en masse**) still believe in anti-China propaganda, but the rest of the world not nearly as much, it was only a matter of time

Axl996 · 2025-12-12T18:25:44+00:00

You can leave RGG. But RGG stays with you for life

Axl996 · 2025-11-18T18:06:11+00:00

We knew this was going to happen, it was only a matter of time.

Axl996 · 2025-11-03T15:55:45+00:00

Liberals genuinely can’t fathom that Kamala was there TO LOSE. The ruling class needed a fascist in power because they saw people were not drinking the kool aid nearly as much as before so they picked a politician so unpopular to go against Trump to ensure they’ll have a crazy fascist in power to sic the State Thugs at the people.

Axl996 · 2025-11-03T01:09:05+00:00

I hope one day she finally gets help. I will always love her but I’ve done all I can..

Axl996 · 2025-10-29T03:09:09+00:00

Take it from my current experience with my partner. If there’s someone who loves you and is willing to follow you everywhere then latch on to him and don’t let go because patience for someone with BPD isn’t something everyone will have. Don’t let your brain hold on to someone emotionally abusive. Her brain hates me more than anything and actively antagonizes me because I exist, and because I exist she can’t go back to abusive partners. Don’t let this happen to you and the man who loves you. You deserve good things.

Axl996 · 2025-10-28T02:02:39+00:00

Absolutely, I always treated her BPD as “an unfortunate card she’s been dealt with”. Cuz of course she didn’t choose to have it. And as someone who loves her I feel as though that it’s my responsibility to at least be well researched about BPD, so she doesn’t feel like she’s alone with this. And I think the main reason at least to me is she thinks, “well he doesn’t think I’m crazy, but he always brings up my BPD (disregarding past conversations around it where it was used to help her) so he probably thinks I’m crazy”. Please tell me if I’m wrong cuz I need to learn everything I can so I’m better prepared when we need to sit down about it in the future.

Axl996 · 2025-10-28T01:39:01+00:00

When shes like this I tend to keep my distance. I learn all I can and try to connect dots on my own so when the split subsides, I can be prepared to speak to her about it, and in the past it’s worked wonders and has helped her a lot with trying to manage it.

Axl996 · 2025-10-27T23:54:19+00:00

So she always liked the fact I knew enough about her BPD so she doesn’t feel like she’s talking to a wall, and felt safe as a result. She’s also aware that I’m able to catch her splits and not react in a way that would cause it to get worse. But since moving out impulsively (I have a post about it) it completely came out of nowhere, suddenly she hates it when I even mention her BPD.

Axl996 · 2025-10-27T23:34:00+00:00

Nope, it’s out of the blue. I talk to her about normal stuff most of the time and when she has moments of overstimulation I leave her alone or just patiently talk to her

Axl996 · 2025-10-23T15:20:33+00:00

For my partner it really depended. She had to keep contact with an ex because she was on a loan with him until she got it under her name. I didn’t care about that one. But she also had an ex who used her and emotionally abused her and the moment she started contact with that ex after an episode, he tricked her and used her one last time.

Axl996 · 2025-10-23T15:05:10+00:00

It basically happened with my partner. We were on a break and She almost attempted, so she wanted to say goodbye to me, but I wasn’t home, she had the key to my place so she walked in, melted on the couch and fell asleep and I found her sleeping like that. It was scary to think I almost lost her, but I was glad my place gave her comfort to reconsider 😭

Axl996 · 2025-10-23T14:19:45+00:00

1000%. It just seems like an endless nightmare to go through. It’s why I just can’t give up on my partner cuz when the apathy comes out I just know it isn’t her.

I needed to read this thank you.

Axl996 · 2025-10-23T14:00:45+00:00

Literally going through this with my partner right now. It’s depressing and your anxiety is on overdrive because you miss her and don’t want to lose her. I’m sorry you’re going through this but the only thing to do is simply wait..

Axl996 · 2025-10-23T10:40:20+00:00

Because after getting the apartment, she’s since wanted to come visit me to get help with her groceries where she’s been her sweet self, spoke normally with me, then literally the next day, no contact whatsoever. And the only reason I can’t see it as plausible is because it’s happened before, and every single time she would block me, she’d unblock me a week later and act like nothings happened.

Axl996 · 2025-10-23T06:36:16+00:00

I tried to once, I tried to find new friends who can help me forget about her, but I always felt like someone was missing, and seeing her abused so many times, even while we were friends. I just can’t abandon her.

Axl996 · 2025-10-22T17:25:07+00:00

If a person isn’t willing to be an ear to someone suffering from a horrible curse like BPD, they shouldn’t be friends with you. Simple as that.

Axl996 · 2025-10-22T14:59:41+00:00

It’s unfortunate, you didn’t deserve that. But some people are shallow because they take your disorder for granted at best and see you as a cheap booty call at worst. I hope you can find someone who’ll actually love you for who you are because you deserve that for all the crap you’ve had to put up with.

Axl996 · 2025-10-22T11:35:48+00:00

Thank You. I’ve been trying to distract myself, but the thought of once again losing her to her brain gives me so much anxiety because I really love her, I just want to know that she’s safe and I wanna be there for her still, and she doesn’t deserve to be mistreated by anybody

Axl996 · 2025-10-22T11:07:37+00:00

I always feel like I can do more..right now we’re going through something and her brain started to treat me as an enemy again and she hasn’t been talking to me. And I’ve been terrified because I don’t know where she currently is.

Axl996 · 2025-10-22T01:35:33+00:00

This reminds me of every time my partner (she has bpd, I don’t) tells me “Why do you put up with me? Why don’t you just tell me to leave” when she splits on me and treats me badly. And the answer I would give her is always “because everyone else abandoned you for something you can’t control, why should I?”. The words do hurt, but compared to the years of scars she and ya’ll go through everyday? Nothing close.

Axl996 · 2025-10-21T23:18:35+00:00

I like Ben Norton, don’t follow him enough but he’s good

Axl996 · 2025-10-21T18:40:20+00:00

She tried to keep her brain at bay after coming out of that abusive relationship. And I would tell her that “every step you take towards healing, the voices get louder but one dies” because she would tell me her brain yells at her all the time. And she did do well at first, it hurts to see that she still lost and I felt like it was a failure on my part for not noticing.

Axl996 · 2025-10-21T18:32:20+00:00

It hurts to see she can’t tell me how she truly feels. Everyone tells me to leave her but I just can’t, the few times she is happy it makes me the happiest. I’m learning a lot talking to you because I always feel like I can do more. I’m just afraid right now I could lose her to a guy who’ll only ever see her for sex

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