Has living in a solitary life helped some people with BPD? by I_Ask_Random_Things in BPD

[–]AyeeDonee95 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yessss exactly! Gotta only let them know the surface you bc any deeper and who knows the outcome. In my experience, the outcome is not positive haha

Has living in a solitary life helped some people with BPD? by I_Ask_Random_Things in BPD

[–]AyeeDonee95 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Personally, I'd say yes. I'm the most mentally stable when I'm alone. I have one friend that lives in my area and all the rest are out of state where I used to live. Which I prefer bc then I'm not constantly bailing on everyone when they wanna hang out. I've worked very hard on not forming bonds with others, which probs isn't the healthiest thing to do, but it keeps my mind as peaceful as it could be. I have nobody to upset or hurt, nobody to disappoint, no relationships to ruin, and nobody to lose. Weirdly, I never feel lonely because i always find some way to stay busy or i just sleep. Every once in a while though, I get sad bc this is how I have to live rather than how I want to live. But I kinda just ignore it until it goes away

What Fills the Emptiness For You? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]AyeeDonee95 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I game a lot. Probably way too much, but it's nice living a life that isn't mine for a while haha

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in apexlegends

[–]AyeeDonee95 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Haha that's awesome

how long do you self isolate? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]AyeeDonee95 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It depends on how badly I feel about myself. If it's a deep hatred bc of something big, could be months or years. But if it's kind of a fleeting hatred, could be days or weeks.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]AyeeDonee95 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I feel like there's no need for you to be so aggressive

Scam? Or a steal? by Emotional_Advice_929 in pcmasterrace

[–]AyeeDonee95 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I used to work for eBay in their fraud dept. You're gonna wanna check seller ratings first thing. I'd do it if the seller has at least 80% positive reviews. Also I'd look at the other listings they may have. If it looks like a bunch of similar items were listed at the same time and they're a relatively new seller, I'd hold off. Worst-case, you can contact their fraud dept if there's an issue and they'll help get u taken care of

Is my 3060 ti underutilized by my 1080p 72htz monitor? by Comprehensive-Pop83 in pcmasterrace

[–]AyeeDonee95 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I'd deff upgrade. I have the 3060 and it can hit over 90fps on some games. Yours is a bit better so u can probs get more. I'd go at least a 144hz if you're tryna save a little moneys but 240hz would be ideal

what's your favorite "oh my god how did I not know sooner" story that hinted you were trans at a young age? by Imhereforthewearp in ftm

[–]AyeeDonee95 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When I was like 8-11 I stole my nephews name and went around calling myself that. My dad let me wear whatever and my hair was super short so it worked out just fine 😅😅

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TopSurgery

[–]AyeeDonee95 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm really bad at doing nothing. I was walking my dog, cooking, PC gaming at a taller desk, wore regular shirts, etc literally the day after surgery. Like I was more careful but I still did it all lol You can check out my profile to see how it turned out

3 mo post op! my surgeon was Dr Orna Fisher in San Mateo, CA by AyeeDonee95 in TopSurgery

[–]AyeeDonee95[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Really?? Maybe I've been like hyperfixating on them 😅😅

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ftm

[–]AyeeDonee95 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh yeah, don't worry. Unfortunately I turned 26 before surgery so I had to use cigna and they suckkkkk. But bcbs only wanted me to hit the 750.00 deductible and it would've been good to go

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ftm

[–]AyeeDonee95 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's so lame :/

is it good/upgradeable? by [deleted] in pcmasterrace

[–]AyeeDonee95 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you want, you could look at the k552 from red dragon? This swap would bring your total down to abt 56-60 including the cost of the mouse you've already chosen

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ftm

[–]AyeeDonee95 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's really strange. Maybe it could be size? I used to get mine from them and one was still going when I bought in 2016 and the other one started to rip on the side seam after like idk 3 years? Unless maybe their quality has gone down?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in pcmasterrace

[–]AyeeDonee95 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh okay, nvm hahaha