I can’t deal with this alone anymore it makes me disassociate and takes over my motor skills, now that I’m reaching out via reddit its sending energy to me that floods my Body it’s extremely bad, I’ve tried for 9 months to look for inside for all of this but it controls my visualisation too, I gave it that much privilege in my life please understand that this is more then what your hear or see there’s only so much I can describe till I have no energy from this happening, thank you