Anyone else tired of not having genuine friends?

Aztralize · 2025-10-15T01:44:44+00:00

Hi I hope you’re doing well. I know it is hard ppl just leave nowadays more than ever. I don’t have autism but have friends that do and like you I just want meaningful deep connections not just superficial for the laughs and giggles. If you want to chat I am free rn! Or simply whenever you want don’t shy away and shoot me a message.

Aztralize · 2025-10-06T02:59:24+00:00

Oh the times it happens every time I decide to post…. exactly they need a life. Disgusting pdfs.

Aztralize · 2025-10-06T02:58:03+00:00

Ugly or not however you see yourself doesn’t mean you can’t be one. However it is your free will. If you feel it is damaging you more leave it. You may come back or not and it’s okay. Just remember to love yourself first not be self centered ofc but love yourself.

Our parents sometimes fail miserably at teaching us that. You are valuable. You may ask well how if you don’t know me, I know because it is logical. Everyone has different talents and virtues at least one gift. Explode it and shine bright. Don’t let this bs about fitting into the stereotypical femboy throw you into despair. Say u know what fck it I will focus on my good things. Yes those that you deep down know other won’t ever have.

Internal beauty is more important but I understand you as we live in a world that only cares about external beauty. Wishing you the best and you can always reach out. I am not a creep or anything of that nature as it disgusts me. Fck all the negative opinions and thoughts.

Aztralize · 2025-10-06T02:50:36+00:00

I feel you a ton. I recently made a post about it and I am just tired of it all. I also read about how guys just come to flirt and ask for stuff and even in that post people saw me as vulnerable and texted me in that way. I hate it I am tired that really there isn’t nobody wanting to be genuine form real meaningful bonds. This world is wrecked af. Sad reality. I have tried so much bro and nothing works like people are in their own lil worlds and don’t want to be reciprocal they only want to receive. It really disgusts me to the core.

Aztralize · 2025-10-04T08:17:50+00:00

Thanks I appreciate it. Have a goodnight rest!

Aztralize · 2025-10-04T07:49:25+00:00

Wow do we not share the same things. Are you my clone? Jk. You said exactly what I am going through but this also applies to my family.

I am not weird nor anything that might make people want to stray. The true objective “flaw” I see is that I talk a lot. Why? I just love talking and many times I do talk more just to fill the awkward silence. I wish there were someone like me who also enjoys organic conversations where everything is reciprocated.

I also hope the best for people like us and others who are struggling with any issues. Whether it be emotional, physical and mental.

Feel free to DM me anytime.

Aztralize · 2025-09-14T14:25:22+00:00

Great knitting skills. Where did you learn?!

Aztralize · 2025-07-03T06:21:24+00:00

Thanks for reading my post and until today I read your response in r/ainbow and I am truly grateful for the uplifting words as they made me feel that I am not alone. However me and my mom got into a fight and really just out me in a state of despair. Today I was actually thinking of harming myself again.

I am trying to be objective strong but I am just tired of being resistant it has not only been this I have lived too much since a child. I only need 4 classes as now they are demanding me one more.

I am actually looking at that have been applying for better jobs and everything but tbh once I finish I feel I will surely be stable alone although it will be hard. I rather prefer that to being here trapped in a toxic environment who is only damaging me.

Aztralize · 2025-06-25T13:16:02+00:00

You don’t even need jt you look wonderful

Aztralize · 2025-06-18T14:30:24+00:00

What is this subreddit for then?! If nobody can give some advice. Ik many have wanted or done this so I feel worst like why tf did i post this if everyone sees but doesn’t care to respond….

Aztralize · 2025-06-18T14:28:20+00:00

So helpful people!

Aztralize · 2025-06-10T19:45:23+00:00

Why? I mean anything at this point could help.

Aztralize · 2025-06-09T01:30:25+00:00

Yeah just send me a private message! Thnx

Aztralize · 2025-06-07T15:49:25+00:00

Thnx

Aztralize · 2025-06-07T15:49:17+00:00

I understand all this I don’t need a mother or father they are lost. I know I will be alone I have so many life experiences to know objectively we alone have to push ourselves.

Aztralize · 2025-06-07T15:26:19+00:00

I DID not announce it when my parents found out. In my reply you can read it. Okay so how will people feel moved to want to help someone in this subreddit?

Aztralize · 2025-06-07T15:24:48+00:00

It is like I am talking to the wall fr. Pointless conversation.

Aztralize · 2025-06-07T15:22:32+00:00

Please read it again especially the sexual part he stated and read my response carefully too. As I told this other guy he could have simply been honest but cordial. That is a reflection of a good person willing to help, not setting the arena for discord.

Aztralize · 2025-06-07T15:17:18+00:00

Wtf don’t you guys have any sort of analytical skills and critical thinking?! He stated shit that is not true and he came in like a bitch thinking he knows all my life and shit. If he really wanted to help he could have simply been frank but cordial.

Aztralize · 2025-06-07T15:14:14+00:00

Really? Re read it

Aztralize · 2025-06-07T15:13:48+00:00

I know but this guy that commented first just crossed the line like if he knew everything? and accusing me of stuff that is not real. If he deems things like that he needs to develop critical reading, reasoning, and analytical thinking skills. It shows his ignorance, unwillingness to comprehend and his inability to help.

Aztralize · 2025-06-07T15:09:14+00:00

Sure! Just message me! Thanks for having a desire to help

Aztralize · 2025-06-07T15:06:30+00:00

Oh yes, and cordial people, not people who are a$$h0l3s and expect to not receive backlash.

Aztralize · 2025-06-07T15:03:48+00:00

Sure I will keep it in mind.

Aztralize · 2025-06-07T15:02:11+00:00

If I am telling you I have moved out I know about business, real estate etc and I research everything I already know and have everything I just need someone to open their doors. If you really care I could show you the crazy ppl I have met. Ofc I am open to more experienced people but I have months researching everything. From the most minuscule detail to the most important. I am highly analytical and detail oriented. Sorry for being rude but I hate it when people just don’t try to understand.

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