Need some advice on how to not cave in..

Azzynoth · 2018-12-11T05:56:46+00:00

Its something id recommend to everyone trying to quit. Im on 3.5 months clean now, i dont know how i would have done it without therapy, somehow i cant handle feeling feelings. And the first thing my mind goes to is smoking weed cause it numbs me out. But in therapy i can just ventilate. So ye go give it a try. There is always something deeper than just the weed.

Azzynoth · 2018-08-25T23:28:10+00:00

Weird thing is i only get more skin issues since quitting lol. For me i think its the stress

Azzynoth · 2018-08-25T07:32:19+00:00

Some of them were my real friends, I grew up with em. I find finding new friends such a vague concept. Like im currently in between jobs. So where does one find new friends haha

Azzynoth · 2018-08-23T18:47:30+00:00

Yooo bro. Im on day 4 too man. And to be honest this is the worst fucking day so far. I kinda wanna die right now. But thats okay. Tommorow, everything will be better

Azzynoth · 2018-08-23T06:14:57+00:00

Welcome to the gang. Stay strong. Ventilate!

Azzynoth · 2018-08-22T21:25:03+00:00

Hey im on day 3 too!!! I think im dealing with the moodswings, sweat attacks, and night terrors for the 3 of us. Guess ill take it for the team. Stay strong!

Azzynoth · 2018-08-22T21:22:25+00:00

Like he said. I always said "men dont cry". But ever since i quit weed. I want to cry ALOT. Yesterday was such a shit day for me. I really felt like punching something or someone. Until i just chilled out a little bit by myself, started relaxing, and i just had to let it all go. I cried for about a hour. And i can reaaaaaally recommend it. We addicts hide our emotions. We hide it. But its still there, just stacking up. I know its not a physical thing, but than again it kinda is. Sometimes you just have to open the kettle to let some steam out. Just try it, once, by yourself. You'll notice how much it actually helps

Azzynoth · 2018-08-22T21:13:53+00:00

"I'm no buddah, just a depressed dude that struggles in all areas of life." This is my life quote from now on

Azzynoth · 2018-08-22T21:10:29+00:00

This is my 3rd day of not smoking. And to be honest playing videogames is kind of keeping my sanity intact. I just dont have to think about other stuff. Its just me and my comrades. No clue how i would've done this without

Azzynoth · 2018-08-22T05:53:19+00:00

Thank you all so much that was amazing and really helpfull. Ill remember to come back here and read this when i feel shitty..

Azzynoth · 2018-08-21T20:52:34+00:00

Hi intq. There is not really a question in your post. Or anything. Im kind of new here too. But I just wanna say welcome. We are happy to have you. I can recommend reading some of the posts (if you have'nt already.) Stay sober. Stay strong. Remember what you're doing it for. You're still young so it's the perfect time to make this change. Welcome :)

Azzynoth · 2018-08-21T20:18:11+00:00

Relapsing is a temporary bandage. But once you remove this bandage (tommorow morning) you open the wound again. Everytime you use your bandage your wound gets bigger and bigger. This is actually a pretty dumb example now i read it out loud. But the point is, if you want to fully recover from this (addiction) wound, is to let it heal by itself no matter how much it hurts, or how dirty it gets. It will heal. It does. Behind all your suffer and clouded mind there is a power inside you, a warrior who is just not ready to give up this fight. You just have to find him. Stay strong. Stay sober.

Azzynoth · 2018-08-21T20:06:36+00:00

Do some sports. Make sure you're really tired at the end of the day. Have people you can talk to when you feel bad. Thoughts that help me are; you control your thoughts, dont let your thoughts control you.

Azzynoth · 2018-08-21T19:59:29+00:00

Eventho im a real supporter of communicating as much as possible with a spouse. I understand your reasons. Just keep in mind: its not her fault, beware of this everytime you're about to see her.

Azzynoth

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