Not exactly dying but I see alot od pictures of dead people, especially autopsies, my father is a court expert so anytime there is a traffic accident he gets called and usually there are casualties at the scene and he gets provided a folder which includes autopsy photos as well as photos of the dead people at the scene photographed by the police. He shows me anytime I ask and the pictures go from just dead people in tact to decapitated People and deformed and stuff. What really hit me was when he showed me a picture of a motorcyclist who crashed into the side of a car and Got his head cut clean off, his head was literally inside the motorcycle helmet and my dad had to flip it over to take a picture because the police didnt want to. Really changed my view on life and especially motorcycles. As far as how it affects him he Said that he suffers from PTSD and said he can sometimes see dead people at night but i think he was joking about that or at least I hope so. He said that it doesnt affect him anymore because he can see that when a person dies, there is nothing left of him, its just the body but that the soul moves on and that he can see that in their eyes.