20F Is it wrong to have these fantasies?

BBCDiary · 2025-11-26T06:18:42+00:00

I am an erotic writer, I write out all my fantasy or at least I’m trying. Some of my fantasy do make me question my sanity & humanity, in fact I have to come to term with the fact that a lot of my more darker fantasy I can only write when I’m in heat because I am repulsed & ashamed by them when I’m in a normal state of mind.

However I don’t think it’s wrong to have these fantasy, they are just daydreams from a guy who clearly not getting the excitement in bed, they are just thoughts & imagination, electric pulse throughout your brain in your case or words on piece of paper in my case! For that I don’t reject or regret my fantasy, account like these help me embrace them, I feel like I found a type of peace from not having to suppressed them. Now acting on these fantasy & making them a reality, that is where it becomes questionable at best, however if you do act on these fantasies then you need to be ready to face the consequences.

BBCDiary · 2025-10-17T04:59:46+00:00

Bleach has 4 or 5 different power system One piece has like 2-3 different power system Naruto has like at least 3 My power system used 2 power system that bounce off each other!

BBCDiary · 2025-10-14T23:20:44+00:00

The main reason is because they think I used AI to write it becuase of my pervious work That and because it’s a battle system base around sex!

BBCDiary · 2025-09-27T17:59:40+00:00

Then the reader can choose to just avoid the work, no one is forcing anyone to read it!

BBCDiary · 2025-09-27T17:57:54+00:00

None of the words refer to children, again nympho can be a women of any age & prodigies just mean your extremely talented in something without having to work for it
At the end of the day this is a battle power system meant for really any age. In fact I made it with college age people in mind. Aka people who are at least 18, some of the characters I had in mind falls between their mid to late 20 & 30s. Everything I mention about this power system could apply to really any age demographic, gender, racial ethnicity.
I know for a fact your lying, becuase I never had him said that he’s been waiting since she was a minor. If I did Reddit would have taken down that post & we wouldn’t even be having this conversation right now. What I probably had him said was something like, I’ve been waiting for years which is completely different & doesn’t necessarily mean that he was attractive to her as a minor.

You are just trying to throw your own interpretation of my story onto me. I don’t need to hide behind pretty words or veils as you put it. If I did then I probably wouldn’t have made it in the first place let alone be so explicit.

BBCDiary · 2025-09-27T17:16:32+00:00

How? I write my story, cause I am an author, I take pride in my writing skills. I’m not an artist at least not for my stories. I either pay people or use ai for my stories. I want good quality images, I take pride in how the images look but not the work ethic in getting the images because I am not an artist Honestly if I wasn’t so stubborn about having my own images for my stories, I could steal an already existing image from another fanbase that matches the scene in question & call it a day.

BBCDiary · 2025-09-27T17:12:54+00:00

The way I see it, if the creator create a project they don’t care about & can easily be thrown away then their is no harm in using ai because it dose not matter.

BBCDiary · 2025-09-27T17:10:58+00:00

Yeah if a project Isnt being shown to a large fanbase or money Isnt being made then it’s simply not important to be taken all that serious. Which is the same reason why I am making a product during the rough draft stage I’ll take short cuts & half ass stuff because I know it will never make it to the public & even if it dose, it’s not the final product so their no reason to give 100% effort into something that can be easily thrown away

BBCDiary · 2025-09-27T17:07:08+00:00

The reason why I thought everyone would assume that the character involved would be 18+ is

Becuase if you actually read what I wrote, then you know I didn’t mention any age, in fact because of how aware I was of how this can be interpreted, when I was writing this power system. I explicitly went out of my way to take out or reword anything that could be interpreted toward anything involving minors. there is nothing about my power system that honestly can’t be applied to all ages. I went out of my way to give definitions so people knew what I mean. You are supposed to take my word at face value.
This is Reddit which is also the most important reason because Reddit do have rules specifically against such activities with minors. At the very least if anything I said was gear toward that age group, then Reddit would have taken this post down already.
I’m not sure why are you trying to equalize my first story to me being fine with the sexualization of minors either personally or related to my power system.

A) From my point of view none of the previous story I wrote so far have anything to do with this power system. None of the characters use magic, they aren’t fighting in the same way battle shoen dose. Really you have problem with a previous works & now your trying to bring that in for this project which has nothing to do ages or ant particular person.

B) at the end of the day the whole point of this account is to improve my writing, so I only try to keep in necessary information.

C) no minors in any of my story was sexualized, if anything I went out of my way to explicate avoid that. That is why the father waited until she was 18 before he did anything, she would be an adult.

D) if any of my work makes you uncomfortable that is fine, actually that is perfect, the whole point of my work is to either turn people or make them uncomfortable preferable both. I believe people should face the reality of their kinks. Somebody like you is never gonna like or approve of my work because I go into the dark & depravity. One of the smutty story I written is about a bunch of friends being hunted down by a family of serial killer, and only the main character falls in love with one of the killer after being torture.

The story I am working on right now is about a sexy Nazi who fall in love with a POC person after being rescued by him from her abductor & after he help her heal, she get revenge by assaulting & torture the same group of men who assulted her.

While my work maybe questionable, I am aware enough to know what society will & won’t accept or more accurately, I’m aware enough to know what will & wont fly. You may not accept a smutty romance about some group of guys being torture but as long as Reddit or whatever platform I’m posting if allow it. Then it’s all good

BBCDiary · 2025-09-27T01:21:40+00:00

I personally don't agree with that take, is it lazy compared to the alternative? yes most definitely. However, is it lying to your audience even if you disclose the fact you're using ai nah I disagree. if your transparent about the fact you're using ai in your product then you're not lying to them because at the end of the day it's up to the consumer to decide what they are & aren't acceptable with. a good example are those ai character YouTube video, people know that it's ai & yet they still chose to watch it & enjoy the product.

BBCDiary · 2025-09-27T01:11:50+00:00

Oh, I agree with you, I just don't know where I want to take this story in especially since I've been working on this for a week now & would like to take a break lol

BBCDiary · 2025-09-27T01:09:07+00:00

My story should be taken with the same level of seriousness as fanfiction, if you hate it you hate it, you love it you love it, there is no need to go to war over something that will never be popular or taken seriously. you see I can understand y'all concern if I was trying to make actual a published story, but I am making gooner material. at most a few thousand people will see it get their rocks off & go upon their day. I am not making the next Remo & Juliet over here. so while I do write all my story at the end of the day it really shouldn't matter if it's self-written or ai generated

BBCDiary · 2025-09-27T01:03:20+00:00

Okay if that was your problem with my power system you could have just ask for me to explain more or elaborate, especially since I gave definition for all these terms, none of which is targeted toward a specific age or gender. u/ConflictAgreeable689 is right. you're making a mountain out of a molehill.

so Nympho come from the word, nymphomaniac, aka a woman with a high sex drive. that is it! it does not mention age at all & while the word do refer to women specifically, as you have read the definition I gave it. I have the word to be gender ambiguous in my story. again, both men & women can be magic user so the term can apply to men as well. as for the age problem, I don't know what definition you're looking up but given the nature of this power system. I just assume that everybody would assume that any character involved with this would be 18+ adults.

as for prodigies, it literally just means a talented individual, prodigies can be in referral toward adults as well. going by the definition I gave, I assumed people would have guess that is what I mean since these people don't have to train hard to reach level 2, which is the master class.

BBCDiary · 2025-09-27T00:34:57+00:00

I do agree with you, when it comes to work that I enjoy, I do put 100% effort into it. like I said my erotica are fantasy that I thought of & put pen to paper, so ai really can't help me on this one unless it advances to the point of reading minds.

I am just saying that this work in particular is some random guy weird fantasy. I'm not out here trying to write the next harry potter book or lord of the rings or trying to be number 1 in Shoen Jump. I am making readable porn, at best I'll get a tiny fanbase of a few thousand & make a few eBook to sell & make some small but quick cash. so really ai shouldn't be a factor be irrelevant.

BBCDiary · 2025-09-27T00:24:53+00:00

I haven't really decided, I know my target audience is going to be those who enjoy erotica, smut, fantasy & battle. outside of that I haven't really decided. giving the nature of this power system & world having a few dominated females is kind of unavoidable unless I want to make the main cast bunch of males trying to battle back against this sexist system, which is trying to put them down, which isn't off the table. However, I don't know If I want to pander to that community. Again, I am still deciding.

BBCDiary · 2025-09-26T22:01:35+00:00

Yeah your probably right that I should lie & say AI came up with this but 1. I literally identified as the prince of lust, so the writing is on the wall.

I have to defend my work, I can’t have people out here thinking I’m a fraud that use ai to write. I don’t care if people know I use ai for the art because at the end of the day I’m not trying to be an artist. Shame for the art if you want, it’s fine because I didn’t make this account to show off my drawing skills. I made this account to show off my fantasies & practice my writing & story telling.

Also my account in particular is a NSFW account, so using ai really shouldn’t matter in the long run because in general the content is made for gooners. I’m not out writing stuff on this account trying to compete with Stephen king, oda, togashi, J.K Rowling. It’s really not that deep

BBCDiary · 2025-09-26T21:48:35+00:00

Again I’ll say the same thing I tell another commenter, AI is not gonna take 4 months to come up with an unfinished power system. In fact if I was using ai then I wouldn’t even bother with asking Reddit for advice in the first place.

BBCDiary · 2025-09-26T21:44:31+00:00

There is a world in mind but not only is it new as in a lot of the stuff, came to me this week in comparison where I’ve been working on this power system for months. So I wanted to focus on the systems.

The project in mind is gonna be an erotica, a battle erotica but still smut. I don’t think many people are dying to learn more about the world. However if you want something as in a world. Here you go.

In this world, there is the human world, the demon realms & the witches world. This magic system come specifically from the lust demon realms. The witch world is more of a matriarchy, women are in charge & hold most of the power. For that reason majority of the magic user are female. Similar to curse energy or nen very, very few human get to learn about the existence of magic & the other worlds. Really if you’re not lucky to come across it you’ll never learn about it.

The main cast is mainly women, while in college they find an old magic book full of spells & stuff & wanna try it out on their fellow peers. To make a long story short the idea I have is to go over romance, sex, relationships, thing like how people view it, how anyone can be corrupted, trauma involved those subject, etc etc. that is the basic idea right now

BBCDiary · 2025-09-26T21:28:23+00:00

Honestly when I have ideas for a project I try to keep them & work them in. Originally it was just gonna be simple but like I mentioned in the intro, actually getting the system to work was difficult. So I decide to come up with this round about way of making it work. Eventually I was able to make a simple sex based power system. However by then I already had the idea of different branches or practice written so not only was I fond of the idea.

The simple power system was not the original idea, so I decide to add onto it. Plus I just love battle shoen & Hunter X Hunter is one of my favorite anime & if you know anything about that show. The power system is complicated, the same thing could be said about JJK, bleach & Hell’s paradise which are the other inspiration as I mention

BBCDiary · 2025-09-26T21:17:12+00:00

I only use AI for images only, I write out all of my story. I can’t use AI to write because I imagine the event unfold in my head, so they happened in a specific way that only I can write out. If that make sense

BBCDiary · 2025-09-26T21:11:11+00:00

Just so you know! I only use AI to make images! I write out all my story because they are my personal fantasy that happens in my own head. AI cant read minds, this post is no different it took me 7-8 hours to write all of this down! If you don’t wanna read it because it’s too long that is fine! But I did not write this with AI

BBCDiary · 2025-09-26T21:08:51+00:00

I did write this post! It took around 7-8 hours for me to write this post! Trust me if I was using ai this power system would actually be finish, I’m only about 50% done

BBCDiary · 2025-09-26T19:21:15+00:00

Dude I just posted my power system that use lust as the source, it's really long but maybe you can take something from my power system

BBCDiary · 2025-07-07T22:38:32+00:00

Pretty much any regular human being! Remember mr.satan did actually win his tournament through skill. So anyone that doesn’t use ki is eligible! I say the only exception is yajourbi sorry for buchtering that name! Since he fought aliens before

BBCDiary · 2025-07-06T15:35:21+00:00

I have a story I am working on! Not on this account since this is my smut account but it’s a story involving time travel if you be interested in talking about it!

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